WEBVTT 00:00:05.282 --> 00:00:13.946 - Welcome back to My Spiritual Experience with your host, Brother Siddique. Today we have a special guest 00:00:13.946 --> 00:00:22.526 - in the house, Brother Kahari Makola. Kahari. And I am very excited about this. I've long told you guys 00:00:22.526 --> 00:00:31.023 - that was the intent of the show to have interviews and to talk more about spirituality, our spiritual 00:00:31.023 --> 00:00:32.606 - path, and to share 00:00:32.930 --> 00:00:40.289 - you know, our commonalities. What we'll find is that the spiritual path has a varied amount of commonalities. 00:00:40.289 --> 00:00:47.046 - Of course, we're all different individual souls, so we'll have our small differences, but there is a 00:00:47.046 --> 00:00:53.803 - general theme, and that's the idea of the show, to bring all of the spiritual aspects of life out of 00:00:53.803 --> 00:01:00.627 - the closet, out of the mystery, and into the mainstream. So today, we're going to be interviewing our 00:01:00.627 --> 00:01:01.630 - brother, Cody, 00:01:02.018 --> 00:01:09.256 - And from there, you'll get to inside, see the inner workings of a God man, a spiritual man. And I'm 00:01:09.256 --> 00:01:17.072 - excited he's here. And glad you're here, brother. I'm glad to be here. Yes, sir. As God's men get together, 00:01:17.072 --> 00:01:24.599 - you're going to see power come into this world that is outside of what you've seen before. And so today 00:01:24.599 --> 00:01:30.462 - is the initiation of such a thing. So once again, I'm glad you're here, brother. 00:01:31.458 --> 00:01:38.555 - I don't know how old you are, but we are family. This is my cousin. He's younger than me. But what happened, 00:01:38.555 --> 00:01:45.456 - the reason he's on the show today is he has a channel. He has a YouTube channel, I believe it's a YouTube 00:01:45.456 --> 00:01:51.967 - channel. TikTok. Okay, TikTok channel. And I happened to be flashing through and I said, let me see 00:01:51.967 --> 00:01:58.673 - what Cud is talking about. Oh, that was my Facebook Live. Okay, it was Facebook Live. Okay, okay, he's 00:01:58.673 --> 00:02:01.342 - on Facebook. And I saw and I stopped it. 00:02:01.730 --> 00:02:08.250 - and I was listening to the words he was saying. I was quite inspired and I started having to comment, 00:02:08.250 --> 00:02:14.769 - hey, preach brother, do your thing. You know what I mean? I was loving to hear it because that's what 00:02:14.769 --> 00:02:21.800 - I do. If you watch my show, you know that I always talk about our spiritual reality, our spiritual experience 00:02:21.800 --> 00:02:28.319 - and the times that I think we're living in. I believe we're in these transformative times. I think we 00:02:28.319 --> 00:02:29.470 - can all see that. 00:02:30.082 --> 00:02:36.614 - You know, we're living in transformative times, but what they're leading to, what is the transformation 00:02:36.614 --> 00:02:43.146 - leading to? And I think that's kind of up to us or we, you know, we can sit back and watch as the world 00:02:43.146 --> 00:02:49.553 - transforms or we can enact our vision, our spiritual principles, our beliefs into the matrix and make 00:02:49.553 --> 00:02:55.896 - a change towards what we believe is to come. And so that's what he was doing. And I got excited. And 00:02:55.896 --> 00:02:57.278 - so here we are today. 00:02:57.506 --> 00:03:04.002 - And so once again, thank you for being here. You're my first guest that is spiritually inclined, and 00:03:04.002 --> 00:03:10.627 - it's exciting to have you here. It's wonderful for somebody else to be able to share their experience. 00:03:10.627 --> 00:03:17.252 - For those who've watched the show, I've mainly talked about my own experiences. But today, we're going 00:03:17.252 --> 00:03:22.590 - to find out about the path of another man. And that's a very exciting thing to me. 00:03:22.818 --> 00:03:30.446 - You can start where you think it all started. Did it start in religion? You know, was you going to church 00:03:30.446 --> 00:03:37.858 - with grandma? Was it with mom? How did it all start, sir? Well, actually, it started even younger than 00:03:37.858 --> 00:03:44.190 - that. I believe around the age of five. Okay. I was at home, asleep in my bed, pajamas. 00:03:44.514 --> 00:03:50.030 - knocked out. Okay. Laid like this on the bed, head facing the door. I could see myself just sleeping. 00:03:50.030 --> 00:03:55.437 - Well, I know. I know you lived in Indiana. You also lived in Bloomington. So where were you living? 00:03:55.437 --> 00:04:00.845 - Bloomington. There was Ivy Tech had currently has recently moved, but the old location of where Ivy 00:04:00.845 --> 00:04:06.415 - Tech was was another. He built apartments and houses around that area and it was an apartment back off 00:04:06.415 --> 00:04:11.390 - the road that a landlord had owned and rented out to me and my mom. Okay. And so one night, 00:04:11.490 --> 00:04:17.455 - We were all asleep. I was sleeping. My mom and my sister were in the living room watching a movie. And 00:04:17.455 --> 00:04:23.247 - for some reason I can see this gentleman Caucasian gentleman walking around the back door. Now when 00:04:23.247 --> 00:04:29.328 - you come in the entrance of my house backside there's a little screened in area and then there's another 00:04:29.328 --> 00:04:35.351 - door that actually leads into the apartment. Well he made it in through the screened in area walks into 00:04:35.351 --> 00:04:41.374 - the apartment. But I guess he had made a noise. Well he hurried out the back door and my sister got up. 00:04:42.210 --> 00:04:48.734 - She comes walking down the hallway. I see her walking down the hallway. And as she approaches me before 00:04:48.734 --> 00:04:55.132 - she gets to me, I'm sitting there like, wait a minute, wait a minute. This ain't making no sense. I'm 00:04:55.132 --> 00:05:01.718 - looking at me sleep. How am I standing here in the corner of the room? You say you looking at you sleep. 00:05:01.718 --> 00:05:08.368 - Yeah. It didn't make no sense to me, but it was, it felt natural like, dang, but no thoughts, no nothing. 00:05:08.368 --> 00:05:10.814 - Just watching everything perspire. So, 00:05:11.554 --> 00:05:18.245 - Now I'm like, well, wait a minute. Who am I? So I got a visual. I wanted to know who I was. And because 00:05:18.245 --> 00:05:24.743 - I wanted to know who I was, I literally was out of that body and into another one that was currently 00:05:24.743 --> 00:05:31.241 - looking at me, but I couldn't see that it was there. So I jumped into that body, turned back around, 00:05:31.241 --> 00:05:37.868 - and looked up like, yeah, damn. Excuse my language, but you know. I mean, that was my reaction. That's 00:05:37.868 --> 00:05:41.342 - the reaction. You know what I mean? But I was so big. 00:05:41.826 --> 00:05:47.217 - The thing that I'll explain later when we get into it, but I was so big and I was so big that these 00:05:47.217 --> 00:05:52.662 - siblings back then maybe like eight foot ceilings, not the ones we have now, like 10 foot eight foot 00:05:52.662 --> 00:05:58.162 - ceiling, but my legs went up the wall and I was bent over and stretched out. So you got the corner of 00:05:58.162 --> 00:06:03.553 - the kitchen that goes here and then another six feet maybe that goes that way. So basically you too 00:06:03.553 --> 00:06:09.160 - big for the room. Yeah. I couldn't stand up and I'm sitting there watching everything. So now my sister 00:06:09.160 --> 00:06:10.238 - goes to wake me up. 00:06:10.626 --> 00:06:16.828 - I think she called my name three times. Adrian. Adrian. Adrian. And then I'm like, huh? You know, like 00:06:16.828 --> 00:06:22.971 - that little boy on the commercial. I was only five. It hit me. You know what I mean? Like, whoa, wait 00:06:22.971 --> 00:06:28.993 - a minute. OK, yeah, what's going on? So we walk back into the living room. And my mom is sitting in 00:06:28.993 --> 00:06:35.255 - the middle. I go around to the end of the couch. I got to be sitting here now. So my mom and my sister. 00:06:35.255 --> 00:06:38.206 - And everybody just continues watching the movie. 00:06:43.714 --> 00:06:52.556 - I mean, the thought process that comes to me now. Yeah. You want to know looking back at that or several 00:06:52.556 --> 00:07:01.399 - that actually because of religion scare the hell out of me sometimes. OK. I think that my mom is sitting 00:07:01.399 --> 00:07:10.494 - there comfortable knowing she is protected. Right. In her mind, I know she's thinking I'm protected by God. 00:07:12.674 --> 00:07:21.153 - I'm the one watching over the house, seeing everything happen. No wonder she's comfortable. So let me 00:07:21.153 --> 00:07:29.549 - ask you. So generally, when we have these experiences, right, the education of what it is or what is 00:07:29.549 --> 00:07:38.360 - teaching us or what the lesson is usually plays out over time. So with all of your age since that initial 00:07:38.360 --> 00:07:39.358 - experience, 00:07:39.554 --> 00:07:45.481 - What do you think about being a giant in that room? Like, what does that mean to you? What is, 00:07:45.481 --> 00:07:51.345 - how does that, how does that relate? At first, when I thought about it through religion eyes, 00:07:51.345 --> 00:07:57.647 - I was terrified. Why? Because darkness meant evil. What was the darkness about you being a giant? It 00:07:57.647 --> 00:08:04.073 - wasn't the dark. I mean, I was just a dark entity. My legs, everything about me, it may have been like 00:08:04.073 --> 00:08:09.438 - the clothing I was wearing, but it was just all black. Everything was just all black. 00:08:10.626 --> 00:08:17.403 - And the little guy or whatever I was over here was all black. You know, a little, I mean, it scared 00:08:17.403 --> 00:08:24.248 - the shit out of me. Okay. And did you ever talk to anybody? Hell no. No. You think I'm crazy. Right, 00:08:24.248 --> 00:08:31.093 - right, right, right. Okay. So you five years old. Yes. You know what's funny about that? So many, so 00:08:31.093 --> 00:08:37.396 - I watch a lot of, a lot of shows like on YouTube, on the internet, on television or whatever 00:08:37.396 --> 00:08:40.446 - about spirituality and like people who have, 00:08:40.546 --> 00:08:47.621 - near-death experiences, people who have UFO experiences, all of these spiritual experiencers. Is something 00:08:47.621 --> 00:08:54.366 - unique about the ages of five and seven? That's my life path number. And seven was my favorite number 00:08:54.366 --> 00:09:00.978 - for a long time. I don't know. I don't know life path numbers. I don't know. I don't either. That's 00:09:00.978 --> 00:09:07.326 - why I just looked it up for me. Yeah, I have no idea what my life path number is. I don't know. 00:09:08.034 --> 00:09:14.659 - Yeah, I noticed that a lot of people are seemingly initiated around the age of five, six, seven years 00:09:14.659 --> 00:09:21.674 - old. I seem to notice that through, it just seems to be a theme. It's nothing specific. It's just something 00:09:21.674 --> 00:09:28.689 - I noticed. You said you were five. I remember my experience happened when I was five. And so it's something 00:09:28.689 --> 00:09:35.184 - that I just noticed, but yeah. And so after that, what was your next encounter with spirituality or 00:09:35.184 --> 00:09:36.158 - that which is, 00:09:36.386 --> 00:09:41.755 - outside of the norm, right? The next one is when I was working down in Florida with my grandfather. 00:09:41.755 --> 00:09:47.232 - How old are you? I was about, I want to say 15, 16. Okay. Mentally, I'm thinking 15, 16. We had moved 00:09:47.232 --> 00:09:52.869 - down there, me, my grandfather, and my grandmother, unfortunately, when she had passed. But we had moved 00:09:52.869 --> 00:09:58.346 - down there just to do some construction work. I guess we had some things. Granddaddy had some work he 00:09:58.346 --> 00:10:03.822 - wanted to do around there. I don't know if we ever really got into too much of it, but I think we had 00:10:03.822 --> 00:10:04.574 - like one job. 00:10:04.706 --> 00:10:10.658 - And that was a job I was working on. I'm digging away, water out there by me. It's nice. It's a beautiful 00:10:10.658 --> 00:10:16.273 - day. I'm digging something. And then all of a sudden, I see my, I think it's my mom, my sister, and 00:10:16.273 --> 00:10:21.945 - one of my aunts in the clouds. It's like the clouds are there, but you know those pictures where you 00:10:21.945 --> 00:10:27.616 - see people and they paint the clouds around them and like they're standing there in the clouds. Like 00:10:27.616 --> 00:10:32.670 - one of those pictures. Almost like the obituary. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Well damn. 00:10:33.122 --> 00:10:39.435 - Well, I mean, I guess you put it like that. I mean, when you mentioned, that's what came to my mind. 00:10:39.435 --> 00:10:45.935 - Well, now it makes sense, but OK. So they was up there in the clouds. And I think it was my sister that 00:10:45.935 --> 00:10:52.310 - spoke to me. And she said, duh, Adrian, you're God. And then immediately, I mean, instantaneously. So 00:10:52.310 --> 00:10:58.685 - you were just staring at him and the only one who spoke was your sister. I believe so. I think that's 00:10:58.685 --> 00:10:59.998 - who that was. Right. 00:11:00.386 --> 00:11:07.146 - And instantaneously, I took on the form mentally, consciously, embodied it. It was perfect. It was right. 00:11:07.146 --> 00:11:13.779 - And I'm like, damn, I'm in this bitch again. And then instantly, boom, it's gone. And I'm back to work. 00:11:13.779 --> 00:11:20.348 - I'm like, damn. So hold on. You said instantly, you took on the concept of being God. So when she said 00:11:20.348 --> 00:11:26.981 - it, you recognized. Yeah, I was like, oh, shit. I'm back in this motherfucker again. That's what I said 00:11:26.981 --> 00:11:28.958 - to myself. And then instantly, 00:11:29.090 --> 00:11:34.754 - just as quick as it came, the feeling came. I stood there in all my, but I would say, cool. I hate to 00:11:34.754 --> 00:11:40.585 - say it like that because religious scares you. But I stood there and I'm like, oh, okay. Like everything 00:11:40.585 --> 00:11:46.527 - that was just, it was just like a moment, I think in time to remember something that helped me get through 00:11:46.527 --> 00:11:52.135 - life is what I think it was meant for. But that was the next encounter that I had. And after that, I 00:11:52.135 --> 00:11:57.022 - went back to work. Uh, my grandmother ended up passing and, uh, we headed out. Hmm. So, 00:11:58.658 --> 00:12:08.811 - 15? Yeah, 15, 16. Okay, so it was about a 10-year space between, so you were five at the first experience 00:12:08.811 --> 00:12:18.676 - and about 15 when you had another experience. I wonder about these things because like I said, I guess 00:12:18.676 --> 00:12:28.254 - you could say it's a hobby or a fancy of mine. I'm just interested in the path of spiritual people. 00:12:28.386 --> 00:12:35.696 - and the different aspects of when they became aware of consciousness outside of what they teach us in 00:12:35.696 --> 00:12:43.005 - the everyday school, you know what I mean? Or in religion, right? Because this is something we talked 00:12:43.005 --> 00:12:50.172 - about, me and him talked about the other day. But people talk about religion in such a negative way 00:12:50.172 --> 00:12:56.478 - in our times. But what we ended up both agreeing to an understanding is that both of us 00:12:57.218 --> 00:13:04.366 - came to the deeper understanding of our relationship to the creator, to the universe, and to all of 00:13:04.366 --> 00:13:11.801 - life through religion. We may not have stayed in religion, but it gives you a great foundation to begin 00:13:11.801 --> 00:13:19.092 - from. And if you are spiritually a seeker that's truly trying to determine your own relationship with 00:13:19.092 --> 00:13:26.526 - God, it'll lead you exactly where you need to go. And so most people have a fear of leaving religion or 00:13:26.626 --> 00:13:36.951 - changing religions or any kind of movements or consciousness or spiritual aspects that are outside of 00:13:36.951 --> 00:13:47.074 - their religion tend to be taboo. And that's the American way. So as the brother said, the religious 00:13:47.074 --> 00:13:56.286 - aspect of even him seeing himself in this other form, right? It was first fear, like, hey. 00:13:56.386 --> 00:14:02.346 - Hey, the Bible didn't tell me nothing about this. You know what I'm saying? So what does this mean? 00:14:02.346 --> 00:14:08.664 - Yeah. So, yeah, I didn't mean to interrupt you. I just, I just thought that was, you know, I think that's 00:14:08.664 --> 00:14:15.160 - something that I think if at some point in my life I get all the finances, how I'd like them, it's something 00:14:15.160 --> 00:14:21.239 - I'd like to track, you know, the experiences of spiritual people. I mean, it's all anecdotal, but the 00:14:21.239 --> 00:14:22.014 - point being, 00:14:22.946 --> 00:14:29.368 - This is a path, right? It's a path that we all somehow get on when we're looking for our connection 00:14:29.368 --> 00:14:36.175 - to the creator. So just thought I'd kind of mention that. So you're 16 years old. You said this happened. 00:14:36.175 --> 00:14:42.725 - And I know you were pretty much raised a Christian, right? Correct. Right, right. And so most of your 00:14:42.725 --> 00:14:49.147 - life you lived as a Christian. So what was the next major experience or kind of altering experience 00:14:49.147 --> 00:14:50.046 - that you had? 00:14:53.506 --> 00:14:59.790 - Um, two of them, we'll start with the religious one because it will lead into the second. Okay. 00:14:59.790 --> 00:15:06.532 - So once again, we'll go from five crawling under the pews church, growing up, people telling me you've 00:15:06.532 --> 00:15:13.275 - got a calling on your life. God's got a calling on your life. And I'm sitting here like, yeah, I don't 00:15:13.275 --> 00:15:19.886 - know what that means, but okay. I don't know what that means. So we grew up in church. So why don't, 00:15:19.886 --> 00:15:22.046 - why do you think they said that? 00:15:22.242 --> 00:15:27.771 - What was it? Why? I never knew why anybody would look at me special. I never like, you know, it's just 00:15:27.771 --> 00:15:33.299 - something about you. And they would say these things, but I had no idea. It didn't really never click. 00:15:33.299 --> 00:15:38.828 - Right. Because I never looked at myself as special. Right. I never went in and seen anything about me. 00:15:38.828 --> 00:15:44.303 - Well, I remember I remember you as a kid and it was probably your smile and your energy. Right. Yeah. 00:15:44.303 --> 00:15:50.046 - They always had a big smile. You go. You go. You're smiling. Your energy. I would I would say was probably 00:15:50.690 --> 00:15:58.308 - what stood out, right? And so, yeah, you know, I don't mean to get off track, but yeah, I was talking 00:15:58.308 --> 00:16:06.075 - to a, well, no, it wasn't. I was actually watching a YouTube video, and there was a woman talking about 00:16:06.075 --> 00:16:13.917 - kids. Her son, I think he was seven, and he was playing with a black kid. This was a white woman talking 00:16:13.917 --> 00:16:19.070 - about her black kid. I mean, her white kid playing with a black kid, 00:16:19.330 --> 00:16:26.931 - being outside in the backyard, doing something or another with some toys or something. And so her son 00:16:26.931 --> 00:16:34.383 - was using his imagination to say, oh, man, we on the rocket ship. You know what I'm saying? Getting 00:16:34.383 --> 00:16:41.985 - all off into his imagination and where they at and how the flames coming in. You know, it's a woo woo 00:16:41.985 --> 00:16:48.766 - woo. And the black kid, she said, came out on the porch. And the black kid came up to her. 00:16:49.346 --> 00:16:56.110 - and was like trying to get her attention. She's like, what's going on? And he's like, something wrong 00:16:56.110 --> 00:17:03.273 - with him. And what she understood from that was that the black kid had almost no access to his imagination. 00:17:03.273 --> 00:17:10.170 - And so he's like, what the hell is he doing? You know, he's like a little grown man already. Like, what 00:17:10.170 --> 00:17:17.133 - are you talking about? Flames and you in a space? What are you talking about, man? And it was a contrast 00:17:17.133 --> 00:17:18.526 - for her to see that. 00:17:18.882 --> 00:17:23.506 - kids who hold that. You see what I'm saying? And that's probably one of the things that you had that 00:17:23.506 --> 00:17:28.313 - was different than a lot of kids still, you know, the, the, the, the, the innocence of childhood, right? 00:17:28.313 --> 00:17:33.166 - Yeah. So, yeah, I could see that. I could see that. But yeah. So people would tell you, you were special. 00:17:33.166 --> 00:17:37.378 - I didn't mean to interrupt. I just. Oh, no, no, no. You're good. You're good. Because yeah, 00:17:37.378 --> 00:17:42.139 - it helps me. It leads me to the right stuff, thought process. Because as that would come up, kids would 00:17:42.139 --> 00:17:44.062 - always, you know how it is, you got that, 00:17:44.162 --> 00:17:49.147 - got a church full of white people. You got that one black kid. I was being picked on the team, but it 00:17:49.147 --> 00:17:54.034 - was always because I mean, I was, I was balling in every sport they put me in. What it means at the 00:17:54.034 --> 00:17:59.116 - top, you know? So it was just what it was. And as that progressed and then getting into church and then 00:17:59.116 --> 00:18:04.003 - feeling something inside, never really knowing what it was, but always feeling like, wait a minute, 00:18:04.003 --> 00:18:09.036 - something's I got to think, I got to say something here, something not that it's not right, but I feel 00:18:09.036 --> 00:18:13.630 - like there's something I got to begin to speak. And it wouldn't until I think that time that, 00:18:13.762 --> 00:18:19.445 - the thought process that they told me that God has a calling in your life, things slowly began to set 00:18:19.445 --> 00:18:25.406 - in. Like, okay, maybe I might preach. You know, things of that nature. And so my mental, obviously hearing 00:18:25.406 --> 00:18:31.367 - that, I think began to play that out. So I would do the things that I thought I needed to do. Religiously. 00:18:31.367 --> 00:18:37.105 - And in a religious sense. Okay, no doubt. Doing the week fast, no food. Only problem is I loved it and 00:18:37.105 --> 00:18:42.398 - came back on the Oreos and that was the wrong thing to do. But I went through that process and 00:18:42.626 --> 00:18:49.160 - you know, dying out to the flesh, you know what I mean? Giving my all to the thought process of a God 00:18:49.160 --> 00:18:55.886 - that's gonna come back and judge those who have done right. This is where I was at. And so I'm thinking, 00:18:55.886 --> 00:19:02.933 - well, I've already got good in me, I don't wanna do nobody no harm, so let me go give this word to everybody. 00:19:02.933 --> 00:19:09.467 - So at this moment now, I'm the number one soul winner in the church, G. They say the first three rows 00:19:09.467 --> 00:19:12.350 - is saved for Adrian, and anybody that comes, 00:19:12.738 --> 00:19:18.160 - I had them think I was a fool. I'm telling them, look, now I'm confident. God said that we're going 00:19:18.160 --> 00:19:23.637 - to have a whole line of people up here ready to be baptized. I see this vision, woody, woody, woody, 00:19:23.637 --> 00:19:29.385 - and I'm going through it. You know what I mean? They got me down there trying to teach some of the youth, 00:19:29.385 --> 00:19:34.808 - wanting to become a youth pastor. So I'm feeling really confident at this time. Right. That this is 00:19:34.808 --> 00:19:39.742 - your path. This is my path. Right. Then they switched pastors. I think it was a gentleman. 00:19:40.450 --> 00:19:45.968 - Uh it was a gentleman, an older gentleman that used to pastor the church. It was at a church uh ABC 00:19:45.968 --> 00:19:51.595 - here in Bloomington. Okay. I grew up at that church. ABC. Uh. That's on the south side by uh Winslow. 00:19:51.595 --> 00:19:57.389 - Winslow's apartments right across the street from there. Where my mom used to be in the um Golden Living 00:19:57.389 --> 00:20:02.906 - Center. She used to be in Golden Living but if you come back on the cross, there's that church back 00:20:02.906 --> 00:20:07.486 - there. Okay. Yeah, I know where you're talking about. Um I've been to that church. 00:20:07.618 --> 00:20:13.246 - I believe that church grew up. That's why I was under the pews my whole life. So that was me. New pastor 00:20:13.246 --> 00:20:18.605 - comes in. Love the guy. David Beecher. Love the guy. Him and his wife, outstanding people. Amazing. 00:20:18.605 --> 00:20:24.180 - Never had anything against them. Preaching and everything's going good. And then this is when I started 00:20:24.180 --> 00:20:29.486 - getting to go up to the pulpit now. It wasn't just behind the scenes. Now I'm going to the pulpit. 00:20:29.486 --> 00:20:34.845 - I'm like, yo, brother B, I got something I got to say. And there was moments where I'd get up there 00:20:34.845 --> 00:20:37.150 - and wouldn't nobody say nothing. Crickets. 00:20:37.634 --> 00:20:43.419 - I mean, I don't feel bad. I feel kind of like, well, damn, did I not say the right thing? You know, 00:20:43.419 --> 00:20:49.493 - I'm feeling that way at the time. And then, you know, there would be moments where like the whole church 00:20:49.493 --> 00:20:55.393 - is shouting, you know, they have their chance of playing the music. Like, I'm feeling like, you know, 00:20:55.393 --> 00:21:01.294 - I'm on my way. And that continues on. And then people slowly begin to leave the church. But I got one 00:21:01.294 --> 00:21:06.558 - more thing to say. OK. And at this last moment, God called me to the top. He said, listen, 00:21:06.978 --> 00:21:11.365 - Going up there and say, I'm like, nah, cause I felt like, wait a minute, is that you for real? 00:21:11.365 --> 00:21:15.983 - Cause I don't, you know, are you sure? I questioned it a lot. Gave me a few signs by people saying, 00:21:15.983 --> 00:21:20.647 - you know how you do with your brain. Give me a sign. You know what I mean? Give me a sign. You know, 00:21:20.647 --> 00:21:25.312 - gave me a few signs. I said, well, I'm going, you know? So I said, Hey, but he's up there on a, Hey, 00:21:25.312 --> 00:21:30.114 - yo, you see me. I, yo, you know, the call, you know what I mean? So he said, come on up here. So I walk 00:21:30.114 --> 00:21:35.102 - up there. I walk up there. And as soon as, as soon as I get there, I feel two things to do. I put one hand, 00:21:35.458 --> 00:21:40.489 - on this side of the pulpit, and one hand on this one. And as soon as I did that, my brother, I tell 00:21:40.489 --> 00:21:45.872 - you no lie, I'm at the bottom of my feet. I don't know if people know what it's like to ever be possessed. 00:21:45.872 --> 00:21:50.903 - This is the thought process. It's like, how would you be possessed if something comes in your body? 00:21:50.903 --> 00:21:55.934 - Because you feel it. Well, I'm gonna tell you how from my experience. I'm at the bottom of my feet, 00:21:55.934 --> 00:22:01.015 - brother. Looking up like, God, man. You're inside of your body. Yeah, looking up through. There's no 00:22:01.015 --> 00:22:05.342 - blood, there's no bones. It's just an essence there, and I know it's something there. 00:22:05.794 --> 00:22:11.380 - But there's no fear or nothing. Like I said, the church roof is out there. And I'm like, oh, that's 00:22:11.380 --> 00:22:17.021 - a blue sky. Look at the birds. So you could see beyond the building. Beyond the building. There's no 00:22:17.021 --> 00:22:22.607 - building there. Just blue skies. So you grab the podium, and your consciousness left the church, or 00:22:22.607 --> 00:22:28.304 - what happened? What do you think? I don't know what happened, but whatever essence is of me, you know 00:22:28.304 --> 00:22:34.113 - how the Bible gives you the scripture of pouring you? So what happens? It starts at your feet and fills 00:22:34.113 --> 00:22:35.230 - you all the way up. 00:22:35.522 --> 00:22:41.314 - So hold on, let me use this for a moment. This is what I felt like. Let's talk about it. Okay. Look 00:22:41.314 --> 00:22:47.279 - at the birds and they're just tweeting away. It's like I'm outside. I consciously I'm outside, but I'm 00:22:47.279 --> 00:22:53.245 - in this body and I know something's going down. Right. Next thing you know. Holy shit. I wasn't scared 00:22:53.245 --> 00:22:56.894 - of nothing, but it was just like, Oh, okay. And that was that. 00:22:56.994 --> 00:23:02.192 - I didn't speak to nobody, so say nothing to nobody. So the view is what, you're back now? Yes, 00:23:02.192 --> 00:23:07.773 - like zoom, like I'm back in conscious, like whatever it was left so fast and I filled up so fast that 00:23:07.773 --> 00:23:13.463 - it was like perfect timing, no nothing. I'm telling you. And you were at the podium. I'm at the podium. 00:23:13.463 --> 00:23:19.098 - So what did you say? Did you say, did you speak? I know something was coming from me. I'm hearing, I'm 00:23:19.098 --> 00:23:24.734 - feeling it. I'm feeling it, but I can't hear nothing. I can't hear nothing, but I'm feeling it coming. 00:23:24.866 --> 00:23:31.122 - And I know it's coming, it's coming, right? I can feel the energy. And then I'm back and I'm looking 00:23:31.122 --> 00:23:37.503 - around. I don't even really like see nobody. I'm just like, what the? Trips happen. Yeah. I don't care 00:23:37.503 --> 00:23:43.945 - what y'all say. So I'm walking back down to the seat, bro. I'm sitting there thinking, hold on. So when 00:23:43.945 --> 00:23:50.140 - you got back, right? Was your leaves weak? I feel like I ended up leaving. I feel like I don't even 00:23:50.140 --> 00:23:51.998 - remember being there no more. 00:23:52.194 --> 00:23:56.621 - Like you left the church. I sat down and I think I was like, I can't do this. I can't do this. 00:23:56.621 --> 00:24:01.327 - And I'm like, I'm gone. I'm out the door. And that's it. I don't even think I think I walked because 00:24:01.327 --> 00:24:05.987 - I remember the bushes being right here. So no one told you what you preached that day. And I called 00:24:05.987 --> 00:24:10.647 - back asking years later. It's like 10 years later. But I called back. I was like, because you don't 00:24:10.647 --> 00:24:15.493 - know about this event. Why do you think they know though? Why do you think they know? What do you think 00:24:15.493 --> 00:24:19.966 - was happening on the outside that would make them know something happened to you on the inside? 00:24:21.026 --> 00:24:28.204 - Nothing. It was the inside telling me something happened that day and somebody knows. Yeah. Cause you 00:24:28.204 --> 00:24:35.734 - were saying, yeah, somebody, I wonder what you said. I'm curious. I was from my head. Okay. Here recently, 00:24:35.734 --> 00:24:42.983 - I was told somebody has something on recording of event that happened with you. With me, not with you. 00:24:42.983 --> 00:24:50.654 - Okay. And then it led me to the mental of being in the church. And I think they have recording at this time. 00:24:50.818 --> 00:24:56.234 - I hope we can see it one day. I ain't gonna go that one reel it back. But yes, that's my thought process. 00:24:56.234 --> 00:25:01.445 - That's what I've been feeling in my spirit. So when that happened, you knew you was something's going 00:25:01.445 --> 00:25:06.759 - on. Yeah. And I think that that was the one time where more people started to leave the church and less 00:25:06.759 --> 00:25:11.970 - came. But I ended up coming back, you know, just let the event go. It kind of just settled in my mind 00:25:11.970 --> 00:25:17.233 - like it was gone. It was there consciously, but I never really thought about it again. And I come back 00:25:17.233 --> 00:25:20.094 - into the church and I don't speak much more after that. 00:25:20.226 --> 00:25:26.831 - But people begin to leave. They swap another pastor. And I'm still there like, no, I'm not leaving just 00:25:26.831 --> 00:25:33.309 - because everybody leaving. And then something's nudging me. OK, it's time to go. It's dead. It's time 00:25:33.309 --> 00:25:39.659 - to go. So I'm like, well, I'm staying in the religion that I'm in. You know what I mean? Get my way 00:25:39.659 --> 00:25:45.566 - out. So forth and so on. Well, I do some acid in my life. Crazy thing. Yeah. Well, you know, 00:25:45.566 --> 00:25:49.630 - it has it has it. I'm going to tell you this most well acid and 00:25:49.730 --> 00:25:56.368 - shrooms have a thing in common. And shrooms, in the spiritual world, are considered medicine. And so 00:25:56.368 --> 00:26:03.466 - acid would also be a form of medicine. It's quite similar. So it's a spiritual tool. Yeah. Well, I realized 00:26:03.466 --> 00:26:10.105 - it. And that was the thing that originally left. That's why I went back, because that was the moment 00:26:10.105 --> 00:26:16.743 - where I originally started hearing voices in my head, so to speak, that led me all the way to there. 00:26:16.743 --> 00:26:18.846 - And the only reason I real back 00:26:19.138 --> 00:26:24.463 - The reason I say I'll tell you the whole story and then tell you the second part. The only reason I 00:26:24.463 --> 00:26:29.947 - wrote that is because even after that moment, I didn't really have those thoughts, but I still to this 00:26:29.947 --> 00:26:35.379 - day, sometimes we'll look at, look back like, am I tripping? Because you hear voices, the thoughts in 00:26:35.379 --> 00:26:41.130 - your head that you hear or I hear. Yeah, most of us do, but I'm listening. What types of thoughts? Explain. 00:26:41.130 --> 00:26:46.029 - Good, wrong, don't do this, gonna do that. Like an option that's presented in front of you. 00:26:46.029 --> 00:26:48.478 - You see it, you hear it, you want to do that. 00:26:48.674 --> 00:26:54.283 - You want to do that, the things they show you in the cartoons. And so that thought process led me all 00:26:54.283 --> 00:26:59.783 - the way up into where I went into church because I was just going back and forth with those voices. 00:26:59.783 --> 00:27:05.337 - But it started deep and I never heard the voices so intense before acid, but acid led me all the way 00:27:05.337 --> 00:27:09.022 - up to where I'm currently sitting now. So what happened with acid? 00:27:09.122 --> 00:27:15.754 - That is the story that is crazy to me, and I'm gonna tell it to you. It's always an acid story. It's 00:27:15.754 --> 00:27:22.649 - always a good-ass story. I wanted to top it off and bring you back to the acid that you added onto that. 00:27:22.649 --> 00:27:29.412 - All right. So I'm with this girl. Man, she was bad, too. I ain't gonna put her name out there, but she 00:27:29.412 --> 00:27:36.110 - was nice. Nice-looking lady. Costa Rica. The town people know who I'm talking about. She was with me, 00:27:36.110 --> 00:27:38.014 - and anyway, she was with me. 00:27:38.338 --> 00:27:44.848 - And I remember it like it was yesterday. She said, don't you go do that? About to ask. Don't you go 00:27:44.848 --> 00:27:51.424 - do that? Told me not to do it. And I think she left me after that. But told me don't go do that. She 00:27:51.424 --> 00:27:58.000 - was serious. Yeah. She's serious. Don't do that. I'm gone. Come on, y'all. Right. So my mans gave it 00:27:58.000 --> 00:28:04.770 - to me, popped it on my tongue, went up to the street, my homeboy house, 30 minutes or so, and my fucker 00:28:04.770 --> 00:28:06.398 - start kicking in. Right. 00:28:06.978 --> 00:28:12.287 - Now I'm sitting here like this, just thinking. We were in a dark room with one of them old school f****** 00:28:12.287 --> 00:28:17.445 - tubes with only the, you know, the bright little tele live vision coming out your eye, coming out your 00:28:17.445 --> 00:28:22.504 - eye in a dark room. Exactly. So I'm sitting there. Great entrainment. We're all in the room watching 00:28:22.504 --> 00:28:27.562 - this movie, whatever the hell it is. My mans are sitting here with this girl. My other mans, I think 00:28:27.562 --> 00:28:32.620 - we had another cat in the crib or something, but my other mans are sitting here and I'm watching it. 00:28:32.620 --> 00:28:36.126 - All of a sudden, everybody's faces started looking like they're mine. 00:28:36.514 --> 00:28:42.633 - And I said, what the fuck is this? Instantly, I'm tripping, you know, so I get up out in the room scared 00:28:42.633 --> 00:28:48.869 - as hell. I get up out the room and I go into the living room. Let me go breathe. You know what I'm saying? 00:28:48.869 --> 00:28:54.755 - So immediately as I'm going out in the room, I hear my homeboy and his girls get up. Right. And they 00:28:54.755 --> 00:29:00.583 - following behind me. Right. And subconsciously, I hear a thought. Where it came from, I don't know. 00:29:00.583 --> 00:29:05.886 - But I'm going to tell you, this is the thought. OK. I'm going to kiss her and you're going 00:29:06.658 --> 00:29:12.555 - I don't know if I'm supposed to say what I'm supposed to do, but I'm going to kiss so you're going to 00:29:12.555 --> 00:29:17.816 - finger. Okay? I'm going to kiss so you're going to finger. You heard this start your head. 00:29:17.816 --> 00:29:23.828 - Clear as day, my God. Clear as day. Okay? I've got a decision to make. You feel me? I've got a decision 00:29:23.828 --> 00:29:29.725 - to make. I'm sitting on the couch. Okay, I'm sitting on the couch. My man and his girl come sit down. 00:29:29.725 --> 00:29:33.598 - Ironically, she's sitting next to me, and he's sitting over there. 00:29:34.274 --> 00:29:39.522 - Wow, saying it's crazy, right? I know I just had this thought, like, what the hell? Right, okay. Okay, 00:29:39.522 --> 00:29:44.618 - here it go. He leaned in and started kissing, and I'm like, okay, now I'm tripping, tripping. Well, 00:29:44.618 --> 00:29:49.815 - a little thing on to me, she opened her leg a little bit, so I'm like, okay, now I'm really tripping, 00:29:49.815 --> 00:29:54.911 - but am I gonna go down? Cause my nigga, you know, he's trying to call me in. I feel like he calling 00:29:54.911 --> 00:30:00.007 - me in, so I don't let him down. Long story short, I don't let him down. Right, so she making noise, 00:30:00.007 --> 00:30:01.790 - like, and he look over at me like, 00:30:02.530 --> 00:30:07.682 - And we lock eyes like, nah, kind of thing, like, nah, nah. But we don't say nothing. Everything 00:30:07.682 --> 00:30:13.209 - is subconsciously. OK, so the lock eyes, the nah-nah, what's the nah-nah? The nah-nah's like, you know 00:30:13.209 --> 00:30:18.575 - where we at, outside, let's go. So I'm like, OK, bet. So we up. Whole house outside. So nah-nah, we 00:30:18.575 --> 00:30:24.478 - ain't finna do this right now. No, no, no, get up, let's go outside and bang. We bang you right now for that. 00:30:24.802 --> 00:30:29.790 - Oh, fight? We bout to fight. We bout to squabble out in the yard for that. Man, let's go. You know what 00:30:29.790 --> 00:30:34.779 - I'm saying? I ain't tripping on you, nigga. The only thing I'm thinking is, is what the fuck did I just 00:30:34.779 --> 00:30:39.671 - go through? Did I really just hear this? Everything worked out, so you ain't gonna lie to me, because 00:30:39.671 --> 00:30:44.516 - I know we know. But at the same time, do we. So y'all go outside. So we outside, and I step outside. 00:30:44.516 --> 00:30:49.360 - I think I see his cousin come outside, but he walked behind me. I don't really see him. They family, 00:30:49.360 --> 00:30:52.862 - you know what I'm saying? It's just me. They family. Shit, I'm standing. 00:30:53.122 --> 00:30:58.146 - But I ain't afraid of nothing. I'm standing like this. Damn. Did we really just? And he over there about 00:30:58.146 --> 00:31:02.931 - 20 yards away on a hill area, on an embankment across the neighbor's yard. And he walking like he's 00:31:02.931 --> 00:31:07.764 - walking around a perimeter. Like he can't get to me kind of thing is what my thinking is now, right? 00:31:07.764 --> 00:31:12.596 - That's where he at. But I think he just going back and forth like, did he really just, you know, did 00:31:12.596 --> 00:31:14.558 - we really just, I think he contemplated. 00:31:14.658 --> 00:31:19.864 - Right, because he thought the thought to her. Right, right. So I'm thinking he contemplating, but no 00:31:19.864 --> 00:31:25.018 - words were ever said between anybody at this night. Right. Next thing I know, here come his cousin, 00:31:25.018 --> 00:31:30.224 - right? He rolled up on me and he never had an idea of personal space. One of them, you know what I'm 00:31:30.224 --> 00:31:35.378 - saying? On my shoulder, right? So I look back, ain't nothing but evil there. But I'm still just not 00:31:35.378 --> 00:31:40.635 - studying that. My more mind is how did we just connect? And I know we connected or am I tripping? I'm 00:31:40.635 --> 00:31:43.934 - only going back before the battle of is that true or is it not? 00:31:44.098 --> 00:31:49.952 - And that's the Satan saying, no, that didn't just happen. And the guy said, you know that just happened. 00:31:49.952 --> 00:31:55.750 - That's how you communicate. You kind of thought. And it's all going through my brain at one time. Yeah, 00:31:55.750 --> 00:32:01.492 - I feel you. I feel you. Next thing you know, dead zone. He gone. Homeboy gone. I walk home. Right? I'm 00:32:01.492 --> 00:32:07.123 - thinking it's over. Tripping, bro. That just, you know, I'm waking up. Right. Go up to my granddaddy 00:32:07.123 --> 00:32:12.698 - crib where my auntie and my uncle living at the time. High as hell, I guess. Now open the door, and 00:32:12.698 --> 00:32:13.534 - lo and behold, 00:32:13.922 --> 00:32:21.437 - Two more demonic things in my face. I said, Oh, what you mean? Like, like the same stuff I seen on. 00:32:21.437 --> 00:32:29.404 - So you saying, Oh, so you saying your auntie and uncle got the same thing too. Okay. They got the disease 00:32:29.404 --> 00:32:36.919 - they talking about now. It's not what they're trying to get you to keep it. You know, I know what I 00:32:36.919 --> 00:32:41.278 - say. Auntie. I see demon on your faces. You know, niggas. 00:32:41.410 --> 00:32:47.323 - I wake up in the morning by myself. Say she leaves the house. So I'm in the house by myself tripping. 00:32:47.323 --> 00:32:53.353 - So I'm like, well, look, this is it, bro. I can't take this no more. So I'm like, I'm gonna take a nap. 00:32:53.353 --> 00:32:59.266 - Right. So what is you thinking going on with all of the tripping? You think it's just the acid or you 00:32:59.266 --> 00:33:04.542 - think it's some spiritual aspect to it? That's what I'm thinking. I'm thinking internally. 00:33:04.674 --> 00:33:10.353 - internal, deep down inside, I know what it is. It's spiritual, but at the same time, I'm questioning 00:33:10.353 --> 00:33:16.088 - it. Am I really seeing this? Really? You know what I'm saying? But look, it's time to die. One of the 00:33:16.088 --> 00:33:21.823 - other side, that happened. I hope this motherfucker don't take me out. You know what I'm saying? This 00:33:21.823 --> 00:33:27.446 - guy's taking me out. So I lay down like, God, this is it. So I gave him the most awkward position I 00:33:27.446 --> 00:33:31.550 - could imagine laying down on a hard floor surface. So I lay down, right? 00:33:31.746 --> 00:33:36.655 - Imagine me laying down after my hair like this and my body, I angle it like this. I'm like, it's an 00:33:36.655 --> 00:33:41.612 - awkward position. Ain't no way you're going to have to be God in order to not let me move from this. 00:33:41.612 --> 00:33:46.619 - That's awkward as hell. I'm saying, okay, if I don't move, you're going to tell me first thing I want 00:33:46.619 --> 00:33:51.675 - to hear in the morning. And when I wake up is did you move? And I'm going to know that you're with me. 00:33:51.675 --> 00:33:56.584 - That was a sign I gave you. So you saying because of all of the chaos of that night, you want to be 00:33:56.584 --> 00:33:59.038 - so sure about what the hell just you experienced. 00:33:59.394 --> 00:34:04.754 - that I'm gonna lay my body in this weird ass spot. And if I stay in this spot till the morning, then 00:34:04.754 --> 00:34:10.114 - that shit was real. That what you're saying? Know that I know that you got me and I'm not finna die. 00:34:10.114 --> 00:34:15.474 - I'm not finna go to hell. I'm not finna do, I'm not finna perish for everything that's going on. I'm 00:34:15.474 --> 00:34:20.887 - seeing demons and I'm in hell. Okay, okay. That's what I'm thinking. Okay, okay. So God, I'm tripping 00:34:20.887 --> 00:34:26.300 - out. Either you gonna keep me and this shit is not gonna really be real and it doesn't exist. So your 00:34:26.300 --> 00:34:27.998 - logic of laying in the position 00:34:28.258 --> 00:34:34.445 - is to prove to yourself what? It's for God to prove to me that he's real. That's all I need. That's 00:34:34.445 --> 00:34:41.189 - what I'm trying to clarify. What does the position got to do with it, right? Let's make everybody understand 00:34:41.189 --> 00:34:47.500 - what the position got to do with it, right? Let me know you're real. I'm in this position, my face on 00:34:47.500 --> 00:34:54.058 - the floor, my body turned, like what is it? Okay. Yeah, I need to know. So if you're saying, so if you're 00:34:54.058 --> 00:34:58.142 - still in that position in the morning, it means that you're real. 00:34:58.306 --> 00:35:04.268 - And all I need is that. Okay. Please finish. No, no, no. You're good. You're good. So, uh, first thing 00:35:04.268 --> 00:35:10.288 - I wake up, I wake up, first thing, first thought crossed my mind, process. Did you move? And instantly, 00:35:10.288 --> 00:35:16.192 - of course, I started crying like, no, no, no. Okay. So you did not move? I ain't moved, bro. I was in 00:35:16.192 --> 00:35:21.575 - the position, cocked up, not sore, nothing. So you still in that position? In that position. 00:35:21.575 --> 00:35:26.206 - Did you move? So you got your answer? I got my answer. And from that moment on, 00:35:26.690 --> 00:35:38.010 - Even though everything that came in around me, I knew God was with me. Very good. Very good. Yeah. 00:35:38.010 --> 00:35:49.558 - Very good. Very good. Okay, go ahead. I just yeah. Yeah, but I walked out. Beautiful, beautiful day. 00:35:49.558 --> 00:35:56.190 - Birds chirping. My body, right? You know what I'm saying? 00:35:56.322 --> 00:36:02.381 - So I start to walk past GDA Crib, headed down towards the Banneker Center. I'm headed down, you know, 00:36:02.381 --> 00:36:08.915 - I'm headed down towards the Banneker Center. Next thing I know, dark clouds, like it's about to thunderstorm, 00:36:08.915 --> 00:36:14.855 - G. And I'm looking back like, wait a minute, it's beautiful and sunny behind me. It's just what I'm 00:36:14.855 --> 00:36:20.914 - seeing. And the next thought process I had was, I'm about to send you to hell, which is to get people 00:36:20.914 --> 00:36:23.646 - out. I won't leave you down there. God bless. 00:36:24.674 --> 00:36:31.228 - And so that was the beginning of your real work. Yep. And that's what led me to doing all of that stuff 00:36:31.228 --> 00:36:37.719 - and finding something speaking within me. At the end of it, before I got out of religion, slowly going 00:36:37.719 --> 00:36:44.022 - to another church, to another church, and then finally getting out, getting married, taking care of 00:36:44.022 --> 00:36:50.954 - my mom, last years of her life. Yeah, we both did that. Yeah. Yeah, we both did that. Salute, sir. Appreciate 00:36:50.954 --> 00:36:53.790 - you. Yes, sir. No doubt. No doubt, for sure. 00:36:54.786 --> 00:37:04.060 - Yeah, that's a process. And it's transformative for sure, 100%. But your name, your name, you know, 00:37:04.060 --> 00:37:13.612 - when you was growing up, everybody in the community knew you as Adrian. So give us the science behind. 00:37:13.612 --> 00:37:20.382 - Yeah, because the names that we bear are spiritual science. I know that. 00:37:20.770 --> 00:37:29.337 - I'm always interested in finding out when someone's name is changed. What sparked it? Where did it come 00:37:29.337 --> 00:37:37.740 - from? What is the truth of it? It's somewhat a title, right? It's a title as well as a name. So yeah, 00:37:37.740 --> 00:37:46.308 - I'm always curious. So I'm going to try it again. Kahari? Kahari. Kahari. Kahari. Kahari. Nkola. Nkola. 00:37:46.308 --> 00:37:49.438 - Kahari. Nkola. Kahari. Nkola. Kahari. 00:37:49.826 --> 00:37:59.161 - Kahari Mkola. Bless. All right. Please now tell us the story of how this wonderfully magical name came 00:37:59.161 --> 00:38:08.678 - about, sir. Started off as Adrian Lamont Thomas. Okay. And all the way up until maybe seven, eight years 00:38:08.678 --> 00:38:16.926 - ago, it used to get to me. Why? Because my name Adrian Lamont Thomas is 666. So the Bible, 00:38:17.538 --> 00:38:24.763 - telling me that's the market, that's the beast man. You feel me? So this playing through my brain. You're 00:38:24.763 --> 00:38:31.578 - on every keyboard in the world. ALT, they know about you kind of thing. You're on every keyboard in 00:38:31.578 --> 00:38:38.394 - the world. And that scared me. So I'm like, okay, you know, I keep living with it. Driving down the 00:38:38.394 --> 00:38:43.710 - street one day, learning the voice of God, knowing it a little bit more, just 00:38:43.938 --> 00:38:49.355 - You know that voice where you just talk with yourself, trying to just have commune about the day, that 00:38:49.355 --> 00:38:54.719 - God voice. And I'm just talking with that as the day goes on and says, I'm about to change your name. 00:38:54.719 --> 00:39:00.083 - I said, what? I'm about to change your name. I said, change my name to what? Kahari. I said, what the 00:39:00.083 --> 00:39:05.499 - hell's a Kahari? I said, Kahari. I said, what is that? It don't even sound like a name that would ever 00:39:05.499 --> 00:39:10.969 - exist. You making shit up. You making shit up. You making shit up, bro. You making shit up. OK. Tessie, 00:39:10.969 --> 00:39:13.598 - look at that. When I'm driving, I'm thinking, OK. 00:39:14.306 --> 00:39:21.480 - Texting the driver, yeah, I did it. So I'm texting, I'm looking it up, you know what I'm saying? Okay, 00:39:21.480 --> 00:39:28.584 - Kahari, okay. Can you say how you spell it? K-H-A-R-I. No Kahari, no K-A, no K-H-A-R-I. Said okay. So 00:39:28.584 --> 00:39:35.687 - I looked it up and it says it means kingly. I said, oh, okay, I can do it with Kahari, okay. You work 00:39:35.687 --> 00:39:43.070 - for what? Working with that? Yeah, you work for what? What's my last name? What's my last name? Let's go. 00:39:43.746 --> 00:39:53.741 - I said, mkola. I wasn't mkola. You've got to pronounce it. I said, mkola. I said, OK, OK, OK. So I did 00:39:53.741 --> 00:40:03.445 - a look up. I did a look up. And it just started off name. Tasty drink? No, I'm joking. Yeah. Mkola. 00:40:03.445 --> 00:40:13.246 - No, I'm just joking. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. OK. OK. I love that. Wait. It's nice. Uh-oh. Mkola. 00:40:13.442 --> 00:40:23.287 - So I look it up and it just starts naming up all of these great characteristics of a person. 00:40:23.287 --> 00:40:34.190 - Love, compassion, all of that. And you felt it. Mm-hmm. To this day. Yeah, people don't understand the 00:40:34.190 --> 00:40:43.294 - power of compassion. People don't understand the power of compassion and that it is a 00:40:44.866 --> 00:40:50.908 - It's a high byproduct of love. You know what I mean? And that that is the reason we're here. Right. 00:40:50.908 --> 00:40:57.191 - Ultimately. Right. That's my idea. I believe that each one of us is here. So when people say, oh, well, 00:40:57.191 --> 00:41:03.414 - what is what is God's, you know, will on earth and, you know, all that kind of stuff. I feel like I've 00:41:03.414 --> 00:41:08.670 - known that for years, but it's like you said, no one is half the battle. Right. And so 00:41:09.314 --> 00:41:17.015 - In my opinion, his will on earth for every soul that enters this plane is that that so reaches its fullest 00:41:17.015 --> 00:41:24.284 - potential and that it produces from its interior core, which is the life force, which is the love of 00:41:24.284 --> 00:41:31.481 - God that brought your ass here for you to give what that is that is inside of you to the world. But 00:41:31.481 --> 00:41:38.174 - I feel like the matrix. Right. Put all of these bullshits in our way, you know, all of these 00:41:38.402 --> 00:41:47.174 - programs, all of these tracks of thinking that lead us into we become led by the spirit. Right. And 00:41:47.174 --> 00:41:56.473 - then we become led by the spirit. We have to remove the bullshit. Right. We've got to remove the bullshit 00:41:56.473 --> 00:42:04.894 - of race, of poverty, of all of the things that they told you are barriers to your godliness. So 00:42:05.602 --> 00:42:11.332 - I always, I always love to hear these kinds of stories and I so appreciate a soul who put in the work 00:42:11.332 --> 00:42:17.063 - cause I know it ain't easy and we always stand out and it ain't too many people willing to stand out. 00:42:17.063 --> 00:42:22.793 - You know what I mean? In these times at all, which in my opinion just makes some coward weak ass punk 00:42:22.793 --> 00:42:28.467 - motherfuckers who ain't got enough balls to be what God said be. And you sitting around shook by the 00:42:28.467 --> 00:42:34.366 - idea of what another motherfucker think, whether it be a motherfucker who bullying you cause you a punk. 00:42:34.626 --> 00:42:41.512 - or you scared what your girl gonna say when you say, God told me this. You know what I mean? Y'all cowards, 00:42:41.512 --> 00:42:48.143 - dawg. I'm just saying for real, y'all some cowards. And it bothers me to my soul. So I love the brother 00:42:48.143 --> 00:42:54.773 - for saying his motherfucking name right in your face, for telling you where it come from, that you know 00:42:54.773 --> 00:43:00.958 - he from God, that it's a source that's bringing us together. And when this shit start happening, 00:43:01.090 --> 00:43:08.011 - Ain't gonna be no room for y'all to say, damn, that ain't real. You gonna feel it. Oh, you feel it right 00:43:08.011 --> 00:43:14.668 - now. You feel it right now. So God bless. You know what I'm saying? Two gathered in his name. Right, 00:43:14.668 --> 00:43:21.457 - they're in my web. Bro, don't tell me I done had the Holy Ghost. I done had that, what you say, I done 00:43:21.457 --> 00:43:28.510 - had it run through my whole body. Like, ooh wee. Yeah, so come on, man. Yeah, my name, you know, Sedicula. 00:43:29.090 --> 00:43:34.446 - I was a Muslim for years and I never, uh, I never changed my name because I never felt like it was up 00:43:34.446 --> 00:43:39.750 - to me to change my name, to say, Oh, I'm going to be this or I'm going to say I'm bad. I always felt 00:43:39.750 --> 00:43:45.421 - like it'd be an OG in the community who know me and be like, Oh, you, you, you, you display this character. 00:43:45.421 --> 00:43:50.777 - This is your type of, you know what I'm saying? It's what you display. So this is a good name for you 00:43:50.777 --> 00:43:56.606 - type shit. That's what I expected to happen, but it didn't happen that way. I'm in the shower, you know, like, 00:43:56.962 --> 00:44:04.739 - You know, we both fathers and we don't live in the house with our kids. But when our kids in the house, 00:44:04.739 --> 00:44:12.441 - you'll power up, right? Every father who know that, when all your kids in your presence, power up. You 00:44:12.441 --> 00:44:19.471 - full charge. You beam it, right? All your energy there, right? And so I had just prayed, bro. 00:44:19.471 --> 00:44:22.462 - And all my boys, you know, at my house, 00:44:22.690 --> 00:44:28.604 - And I got in the shower, bro, and I was thinking just pondering that name. Like, I always was pondering. 00:44:28.604 --> 00:44:34.237 - You know, I've been a Muslim for years, so pondering, like, what, you know, pondering a name. I was 00:44:34.237 --> 00:44:40.039 - pondering Abdullah Siddique, which means servant of the truth. So, yeah, that's me. That's what I was. 00:44:40.039 --> 00:44:45.784 - I wasn't going to change my name. It was just a name I was pondering. I'm in the shower, bro, covered 00:44:45.784 --> 00:44:51.586 - in bubbles and soap and shit. I start getting this rumbling in my stomach. And I'm like, what the fuck 00:44:51.586 --> 00:44:52.318 - is going on? 00:44:52.706 --> 00:45:00.996 - Like I said, bubbles in the shower. What the fuck is going on? Feel my shit like an engine in my stomach, 00:45:00.996 --> 00:45:09.052 - bro. Then it start going. So I'm just kind of tripping. I'm like, what the fuck is going on? Then from 00:45:09.052 --> 00:45:16.873 - my stomach, bro, energy come up through my motherfucking esophageal passage. Air come out my mouth. 00:45:16.873 --> 00:45:22.270 - And I'm in the shower, fucking tripping. Like some shit is going on. 00:45:22.402 --> 00:45:32.276 - Something is happening, right? Says your name is not Abdullah Siddique. Your name is Siddique Ula. That 00:45:32.276 --> 00:45:41.770 - shit happened, like, what the fuck? Yeah, yeah, it's a WTF. You know what I'm saying? I got out the 00:45:41.770 --> 00:45:48.606 - shower. I had to call my mama. I had to tell, you know what I'm saying? 00:45:49.058 --> 00:45:57.719 - Bro, I've had, I've had, I've had the experience of, like I said, crying like a baby and then the homeless 00:45:57.719 --> 00:46:06.299 - man coming up to me talking about, oh, I lost me to you. Bro, after that happened, I floated. I'm telling 00:46:06.299 --> 00:46:14.718 - you, I felt like I was literally not on my feet for like three months. Like I was just fucking floating 00:46:14.718 --> 00:46:17.470 - around in awe, just stuck in awe. 00:46:19.330 --> 00:46:25.807 - Like, that's how I felt for days and months, like, just like this, like, what the fuck? Like, in the 00:46:25.807 --> 00:46:32.220 - state of just being lost in wonderment, bro, like, you talked to me. You know what I'm saying? What 00:46:32.220 --> 00:46:38.890 - the fuck that mean about me? Who am I? What does that mean? That's why I was all like, what is my name? 00:46:38.890 --> 00:46:45.431 - If I got to have a name that somewhere wrote down, somebody know, that I don't know, then please tell 00:46:45.431 --> 00:46:48.830 - me my name. And then I got it, bro, and it was like, 00:46:49.186 --> 00:46:56.824 - So like you said, you don't know what it means. Now I gotta go research. What that mean? I didn't know 00:46:56.824 --> 00:47:03.942 - what it mean. What the what do sadikula mean? So I found that out. It said. A friend of God or. 00:47:03.942 --> 00:47:11.283 - Truth of God, so it was them two options, so I'll take either. I love them both. I love them both, 00:47:11.283 --> 00:47:17.438 - you know, so yeah, I just thought I'd share my story about the name change because 00:47:18.306 --> 00:47:26.721 - Adrian Thomas, former, Charles Thomas, former, right? So yeah, I don't know if it's our bloodline or 00:47:26.721 --> 00:47:35.136 - if it's just the time for those who are spiritually inclined and in a line with God's will for these 00:47:35.136 --> 00:47:43.550 - times to be waking up. But I'm glad that we waking up. I'm glad to have a compadre in arms. You know 00:47:43.550 --> 00:47:47.966 - what I mean? For real, in the matter of spirit, bro. 00:47:48.130 --> 00:47:54.969 - Yeah. So it takes, like I said, it takes, it takes confidence. It takes balls. It takes faith. It takes 00:47:54.969 --> 00:48:01.610 - belief in yourself. It takes belief in all that you've experienced as a path, right? A lot of people 00:48:01.610 --> 00:48:08.252 - don't, don't see the theme of their life. They don't see that their life has a theme, a path. And if 00:48:08.252 --> 00:48:14.827 - you look at it, you can see what you're supposed to be doing. So it's like a map. If you don't look 00:48:14.827 --> 00:48:17.918 - at a map, if, if today I dropped your ass off, 00:48:18.114 --> 00:48:24.078 - in another country, in a new land, and you've never been there without a map, you wouldn't know to go 00:48:24.078 --> 00:48:29.924 - left, right, forward, backwards. You don't know where to go. You have no clue of where anything is. 00:48:29.924 --> 00:48:35.830 - So your life is the same way. If you don't look at where your life has brought you from to where you 00:48:35.830 --> 00:48:42.086 - are, then you don't know where the fuck you going. Right. You know what I'm saying? And so I so appreciate 00:48:42.086 --> 00:48:45.886 - it. And you know, I wanted to share this with the people because 00:48:46.082 --> 00:48:52.708 - This is a path that most of us will eventually go through because ultimately your life is a spiritual 00:48:52.708 --> 00:48:59.463 - experience. It is not this physical outside structure that you go and, you know, to work and, you know, 00:48:59.463 --> 00:49:06.219 - go feed and all of that. You are the being of light, of energy, of spirit, of spark, of God, of breath, 00:49:06.219 --> 00:49:12.910 - of whatever you want to call it. Great spirit, mother, father, God, whatever, Jah, Allah, any name you 00:49:12.910 --> 00:49:14.014 - want to give it. 00:49:14.754 --> 00:49:22.020 - You are a portion of it birthed into this life. That's why you wake up every day. And your goal is to 00:49:22.020 --> 00:49:29.216 - find out your ultimate form of expression. Okay. When you become your greatest, it helps me to be my 00:49:29.216 --> 00:49:36.126 - greatest. When I walk by you, your energy emits over to me a good feeling. You know what I mean? 00:49:36.258 --> 00:49:41.323 - Y'all have walked by people and be like, man, that's more fun like that, mama. I ain't never seen them 00:49:41.323 --> 00:49:46.338 - before in my life. Walked by, I was like, man, that's good ass energy. That's real talk. So you being 00:49:46.338 --> 00:49:51.501 - your best helps me to become my best. And that's what this show is about, us talking about our spiritual 00:49:51.501 --> 00:49:56.565 - experiences, some of the hard things we went through. We'll do another interview. But I do want to ask 00:49:56.565 --> 00:50:01.778 - you, because I don't want to be on here too long. We at the 40 minute, almost 50 minute mark. But anyway, 00:50:01.778 --> 00:50:05.662 - is there anything that you wanted to share that I didn't get to ask you about? 00:50:07.298 --> 00:50:15.085 - Hold on, hold on, hold on. Before that, because I do want you to share that. But I do want to ask you, 00:50:15.085 --> 00:50:22.721 - what do you think about the times we're living in? I'm going to just say it. I'm going to lay down a 00:50:22.721 --> 00:50:30.357 - base idea question. I think we're living in transformative times. Some might say the end times. Some 00:50:30.357 --> 00:50:37.086 - might say we're moving from one cycle to another one. What do you think about the times? 00:50:37.314 --> 00:50:45.475 - I'll just say it. I think about the times for everybody to relate. But I'll make it. We'll try to soften 00:50:45.475 --> 00:50:53.404 - the blow at the end. But I think we're at the time where God releases his bow of judgment. Soften the 00:50:53.404 --> 00:51:01.410 - blow. Fuck them. Time to soften the blow for you mums. Get it right. Soften the blow. I'm just running 00:51:01.410 --> 00:51:06.462 - out of compassion. I love y'all, but y'all gotta get this right. 00:51:06.594 --> 00:51:11.618 - We ain't, wait, this ain't no game. This arrow of judgment has been released across and it arches over 00:51:11.618 --> 00:51:16.496 - the land, over the earth, right? Like karma, an eye for an eye kind of thing. But as it lands, it's 00:51:16.496 --> 00:51:21.373 - going to hit and no matter what you do, it's coming in, right? But on the other side, this transfer 00:51:21.373 --> 00:51:26.349 - of wealth that we're getting into, we still have hope. Why? Because God is good, right? He's good all 00:51:26.349 --> 00:51:31.324 - the way until the end, until they can't be good no more. Because your thought process is what's going 00:51:31.324 --> 00:51:33.470 - to create the greatness that is within you. 00:51:33.922 --> 00:51:39.611 - All right, so where we're at right now is the point in time was, what is greatness in you? That's what 00:51:39.611 --> 00:51:45.299 - we need. If you don't believe Neo, you can't be Neo. Right? Neo can't be Neo until you believe he Neo. 00:51:45.299 --> 00:51:50.988 - Real talk, just what you're saying. That's Neo, y'all. You understand the matrix? He broke it down for 00:51:50.988 --> 00:51:56.622 - you right there. You got to believe. No, you could. I'm sorry. The biggest thing I believe through it 00:51:56.622 --> 00:52:01.758 - is that as you can, I say, scratch religion. If you look at it this way, God would say this. 00:52:02.082 --> 00:52:07.212 - Is His mercy what? Endure it forever, right? So if His mercy is still enduring, then don't worry about 00:52:07.212 --> 00:52:12.293 - what you did. Worry about what's going on inside right now that can create a greater future for where 00:52:12.293 --> 00:52:12.990 - we're headed. 00:52:13.154 --> 00:52:17.825 - Because greatness is coming in whether you like it or not. God is not gonna allow things to slow down 00:52:17.825 --> 00:52:22.679 - just before it starts to get great. Now he's about to go ahead and burst you into something great because 00:52:22.679 --> 00:52:27.442 - the bad times are back there. He wants to leave them there. He wants you looking to the future and that 00:52:27.442 --> 00:52:32.113 - future is live within you. Every bit of you, the body of Christ, the body of believers, the bodies of 00:52:32.113 --> 00:52:36.739 - those who understand, that's where we're headed and that's what's going on. But we need you to speak 00:52:36.739 --> 00:52:41.822 - your truth so we all can be one and become unified. Talk about it, sir. See, y'all see what I'm talking about? 00:52:42.210 --> 00:52:48.854 - Different vessel, same message, same truth, same reality. Ultimately, we are in a time where you are 00:52:48.854 --> 00:52:55.629 - supposed to be bringing your highest shine to this motherfucker. All day, every day. You'll be getting 00:52:55.629 --> 00:53:01.615 - one. Yeah. Don't be trying in a scary way, but you only get one. What are you waiting for? 00:53:01.615 --> 00:53:06.878 - Today is the day. Who you scared of? Who punking you? Why are you being punked? 00:53:07.266 --> 00:53:13.189 - Oh, I'm gonna say one more thing to back something up that you said earlier, and I want to back this 00:53:13.189 --> 00:53:19.053 - up intentionally. Yes, sir. Even though we are all one, don't get it misconstrued of who we are. We 00:53:19.053 --> 00:53:25.210 - love everybody, but at the end of the day, your shit must go down. Has to. Okay. We must rise with God's 00:53:25.210 --> 00:53:29.374 - people. They told you in the Bible, we're showing you and showing you. 00:53:29.570 --> 00:53:35.323 - It is that time for us and nobody can stop it. So if you want to rise with the way they say, when they 00:53:35.323 --> 00:53:41.244 - let us over the wall, okay, we got your back kind of thing. Okay. That's where we at. That's point blank. 00:53:41.244 --> 00:53:46.997 - Hashtag fearless nation. You know, I just want to throw that in there. If you know who you are and you 00:53:46.997 --> 00:53:52.638 - know why you're here, then what that brother say, activate your abs. Please get up off of it because 00:53:52.638 --> 00:53:58.224 - we are forming God's Voltron. Okay. We're bringing these pieces together and as they come together, 00:53:58.224 --> 00:53:59.006 - there will be 00:53:59.298 --> 00:54:05.229 - unseen energies and powers and forces that will become undeniable. So you can keep waiting on it, or 00:54:05.229 --> 00:54:11.277 - you can start activating and asking and interacting with your own spiritual self. And when we get time 00:54:11.277 --> 00:54:17.384 - to link, we gonna link. As we build, we gonna build. And God's kingdom. God's kingdom. We ain't talking 00:54:17.384 --> 00:54:23.315 - about no ego. We ain't talking about no money. We ain't talking about no flexing for the gram or for 00:54:23.315 --> 00:54:28.894 - the people. We talking about God's kingdom. We talking about everybody reaching their highest, 00:54:29.026 --> 00:54:37.610 - bringing it to the world, shining this motherfucker out like a new star, okay? Yeah, the whole planet. 00:54:37.610 --> 00:54:46.444 - Yeah, yeah, God's time. So, we got a little off, you know, a little preaching. You asked me what I wanted 00:54:46.444 --> 00:54:55.028 - to say, I guess that's what you got there. Yes, yes, yes, so listen to this as well. Now, yes, please, 00:54:55.028 --> 00:54:56.862 - share what you think, 00:54:58.018 --> 00:55:03.848 - Oh yeah, is there anything that I didn't, so you got like YouTubes and channels and stuff like that. 00:55:03.848 --> 00:55:09.794 - Yeah, yeah. So share anything that I didn't mention or think about. Nah, I'll throw that out there and 00:55:09.794 --> 00:55:15.798 - that'll be cool because that energy release and I feel good with the rest of it. Yeah, me and you both, 00:55:15.798 --> 00:55:21.802 - brother. I felt that I'm inspired. I might hit another workout. For real, I felt that. I'm gonna finish 00:55:21.802 --> 00:55:25.150 - my squats. Yes, sir. I got charged. I swear to God I did. 00:55:25.634 --> 00:55:32.942 - Worst thing is, is I ain't even on the media enough to know what my names are. I know fan base is Kahari 00:55:32.942 --> 00:55:40.111 - the Truth, Facebook is PTT the God, and I think it's also TikTok, PTT the God. And I also got a Kahari 00:55:40.111 --> 00:55:47.558 - Mkola, K-H-A-R-I-M-K-O-L-A, on TikTok as well. I'm not on that one much anymore, but yeah, bro. Appreciate 00:55:47.558 --> 00:55:51.038 - you, fam. Yeah, sir. Let me ask you, though. PTT. 00:55:51.362 --> 00:55:58.771 - Yeah. What does that mean? Nobody know what that mean. That was a secret name you'll hear about hopefully 00:55:58.771 --> 00:56:05.830 - soon, but the name is a proper triple threat to God is what was given to me. Bless, bless, bless. So 00:56:05.830 --> 00:56:13.030 - as you see, God is moving through the people and the kingdom of heaven is in the hearts of the men and 00:56:13.030 --> 00:56:19.390 - the women who are brave enough to enter the kingdom and to stand for what they believe and 00:56:19.842 --> 00:56:27.119 - put their fears back to the back burner and move towards you know the light out of the fear you know 00:56:27.119 --> 00:56:34.613 - come on we've been doing this for generations y'all and it's time for us to be the curse breakers right 00:56:34.613 --> 00:56:42.178 - the generational curse breakers right mm-hmm so yeah that was that and I'm glad y'all were here to share 00:56:42.178 --> 00:56:47.870 - this I'm gonna be posting this and if please like you know share subscribe and 00:56:48.162 --> 00:56:54.358 - And let's build a community that is about God's kingdom and the light. And let's move away from all 00:56:54.358 --> 00:57:00.926 - of this fear and this coward weak shit to go with the matrix. I'm tired of it. Somebody got to be willing 00:57:00.926 --> 00:57:07.370 - to lay it down to get us to the next side. And I'm trying to put together that family. So call it what, 00:57:07.370 --> 00:57:13.628 - call it how you want to call it. But yeah, it's going to be some transformations around here one way 00:57:13.628 --> 00:57:17.470 - or another by God's will. All roads lead to spirit. One love.