- Welcome back to My Spiritual Experience with your host, Brother Siddique. Today we have a special guest
- in the house, Brother Kahari Makola. Kahari. And I am very excited about this. I've long told you guys
- that was the intent of the show to have interviews and to talk more about spirituality, our spiritual
- path, and to share
- you know, our commonalities. What we'll find is that the spiritual path has a varied amount of commonalities.
- Of course, we're all different individual souls, so we'll have our small differences, but there is a
- general theme, and that's the idea of the show, to bring all of the spiritual aspects of life out of
- the closet, out of the mystery, and into the mainstream. So today, we're going to be interviewing our
- brother, Cody,
- And from there, you'll get to inside, see the inner workings of a God man, a spiritual man. And I'm
- excited he's here. And glad you're here, brother. I'm glad to be here. Yes, sir. As God's men get together,
- you're going to see power come into this world that is outside of what you've seen before. And so today
- is the initiation of such a thing. So once again, I'm glad you're here, brother.
- I don't know how old you are, but we are family. This is my cousin. He's younger than me. But what happened,
- the reason he's on the show today is he has a channel. He has a YouTube channel, I believe it's a YouTube
- channel. TikTok. Okay, TikTok channel. And I happened to be flashing through and I said, let me see
- what Cud is talking about. Oh, that was my Facebook Live. Okay, it was Facebook Live. Okay, okay, he's
- on Facebook. And I saw and I stopped it.
- and I was listening to the words he was saying. I was quite inspired and I started having to comment,
- hey, preach brother, do your thing. You know what I mean? I was loving to hear it because that's what
- I do. If you watch my show, you know that I always talk about our spiritual reality, our spiritual experience
- and the times that I think we're living in. I believe we're in these transformative times. I think we
- can all see that.
- You know, we're living in transformative times, but what they're leading to, what is the transformation
- leading to? And I think that's kind of up to us or we, you know, we can sit back and watch as the world
- transforms or we can enact our vision, our spiritual principles, our beliefs into the matrix and make
- a change towards what we believe is to come. And so that's what he was doing. And I got excited. And
- so here we are today.
- And so once again, thank you for being here. You're my first guest that is spiritually inclined, and
- it's exciting to have you here. It's wonderful for somebody else to be able to share their experience.
- For those who've watched the show, I've mainly talked about my own experiences. But today, we're going
- to find out about the path of another man. And that's a very exciting thing to me.
- You can start where you think it all started. Did it start in religion? You know, was you going to church
- with grandma? Was it with mom? How did it all start, sir? Well, actually, it started even younger than
- that. I believe around the age of five. Okay. I was at home, asleep in my bed, pajamas.
- knocked out. Okay. Laid like this on the bed, head facing the door. I could see myself just sleeping.
- Well, I know. I know you lived in Indiana. You also lived in Bloomington. So where were you living?
- Bloomington. There was Ivy Tech had currently has recently moved, but the old location of where Ivy
- Tech was was another. He built apartments and houses around that area and it was an apartment back off
- the road that a landlord had owned and rented out to me and my mom. Okay. And so one night,
- We were all asleep. I was sleeping. My mom and my sister were in the living room watching a movie. And
- for some reason I can see this gentleman Caucasian gentleman walking around the back door. Now when
- you come in the entrance of my house backside there's a little screened in area and then there's another
- door that actually leads into the apartment. Well he made it in through the screened in area walks into
- the apartment. But I guess he had made a noise. Well he hurried out the back door and my sister got up.
- She comes walking down the hallway. I see her walking down the hallway. And as she approaches me before
- she gets to me, I'm sitting there like, wait a minute, wait a minute. This ain't making no sense. I'm
- looking at me sleep. How am I standing here in the corner of the room? You say you looking at you sleep.
- Yeah. It didn't make no sense to me, but it was, it felt natural like, dang, but no thoughts, no nothing.
- Just watching everything perspire. So,
- Now I'm like, well, wait a minute. Who am I? So I got a visual. I wanted to know who I was. And because
- I wanted to know who I was, I literally was out of that body and into another one that was currently
- looking at me, but I couldn't see that it was there. So I jumped into that body, turned back around,
- and looked up like, yeah, damn. Excuse my language, but you know. I mean, that was my reaction. That's
- the reaction. You know what I mean? But I was so big.
- The thing that I'll explain later when we get into it, but I was so big and I was so big that these
- siblings back then maybe like eight foot ceilings, not the ones we have now, like 10 foot eight foot
- ceiling, but my legs went up the wall and I was bent over and stretched out. So you got the corner of
- the kitchen that goes here and then another six feet maybe that goes that way. So basically you too
- big for the room. Yeah. I couldn't stand up and I'm sitting there watching everything. So now my sister
- goes to wake me up.
- I think she called my name three times. Adrian. Adrian. Adrian. And then I'm like, huh? You know, like
- that little boy on the commercial. I was only five. It hit me. You know what I mean? Like, whoa, wait
- a minute. OK, yeah, what's going on? So we walk back into the living room. And my mom is sitting in
- the middle. I go around to the end of the couch. I got to be sitting here now. So my mom and my sister.
- And everybody just continues watching the movie.
- I mean, the thought process that comes to me now. Yeah. You want to know looking back at that or several
- that actually because of religion scare the hell out of me sometimes. OK. I think that my mom is sitting
- there comfortable knowing she is protected. Right. In her mind, I know she's thinking I'm protected by God.
- I'm the one watching over the house, seeing everything happen. No wonder she's comfortable. So let me
- ask you. So generally, when we have these experiences, right, the education of what it is or what is
- teaching us or what the lesson is usually plays out over time. So with all of your age since that initial
- experience,
- What do you think about being a giant in that room? Like, what does that mean to you? What is,
- how does that, how does that relate? At first, when I thought about it through religion eyes,
- I was terrified. Why? Because darkness meant evil. What was the darkness about you being a giant? It
- wasn't the dark. I mean, I was just a dark entity. My legs, everything about me, it may have been like
- the clothing I was wearing, but it was just all black. Everything was just all black.
- And the little guy or whatever I was over here was all black. You know, a little, I mean, it scared
- the shit out of me. Okay. And did you ever talk to anybody? Hell no. No. You think I'm crazy. Right,
- right, right, right. Okay. So you five years old. Yes. You know what's funny about that? So many, so
- I watch a lot of, a lot of shows like on YouTube, on the internet, on television or whatever
- about spirituality and like people who have,
- near-death experiences, people who have UFO experiences, all of these spiritual experiencers. Is something
- unique about the ages of five and seven? That's my life path number. And seven was my favorite number
- for a long time. I don't know. I don't know life path numbers. I don't know. I don't either. That's
- why I just looked it up for me. Yeah, I have no idea what my life path number is. I don't know.
- Yeah, I noticed that a lot of people are seemingly initiated around the age of five, six, seven years
- old. I seem to notice that through, it just seems to be a theme. It's nothing specific. It's just something
- I noticed. You said you were five. I remember my experience happened when I was five. And so it's something
- that I just noticed, but yeah. And so after that, what was your next encounter with spirituality or
- that which is,
- outside of the norm, right? The next one is when I was working down in Florida with my grandfather.
- How old are you? I was about, I want to say 15, 16. Okay. Mentally, I'm thinking 15, 16. We had moved
- down there, me, my grandfather, and my grandmother, unfortunately, when she had passed. But we had moved
- down there just to do some construction work. I guess we had some things. Granddaddy had some work he
- wanted to do around there. I don't know if we ever really got into too much of it, but I think we had
- like one job.
- And that was a job I was working on. I'm digging away, water out there by me. It's nice. It's a beautiful
- day. I'm digging something. And then all of a sudden, I see my, I think it's my mom, my sister, and
- one of my aunts in the clouds. It's like the clouds are there, but you know those pictures where you
- see people and they paint the clouds around them and like they're standing there in the clouds. Like
- one of those pictures. Almost like the obituary. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Well damn.
- Well, I mean, I guess you put it like that. I mean, when you mentioned, that's what came to my mind.
- Well, now it makes sense, but OK. So they was up there in the clouds. And I think it was my sister that
- spoke to me. And she said, duh, Adrian, you're God. And then immediately, I mean, instantaneously. So
- you were just staring at him and the only one who spoke was your sister. I believe so. I think that's
- who that was. Right.
- And instantaneously, I took on the form mentally, consciously, embodied it. It was perfect. It was right.
- And I'm like, damn, I'm in this bitch again. And then instantly, boom, it's gone. And I'm back to work.
- I'm like, damn. So hold on. You said instantly, you took on the concept of being God. So when she said
- it, you recognized. Yeah, I was like, oh, shit. I'm back in this motherfucker again. That's what I said
- to myself. And then instantly,
- just as quick as it came, the feeling came. I stood there in all my, but I would say, cool. I hate to
- say it like that because religious scares you. But I stood there and I'm like, oh, okay. Like everything
- that was just, it was just like a moment, I think in time to remember something that helped me get through
- life is what I think it was meant for. But that was the next encounter that I had. And after that, I
- went back to work. Uh, my grandmother ended up passing and, uh, we headed out. Hmm. So,
- 15? Yeah, 15, 16. Okay, so it was about a 10-year space between, so you were five at the first experience
- and about 15 when you had another experience. I wonder about these things because like I said, I guess
- you could say it's a hobby or a fancy of mine. I'm just interested in the path of spiritual people.
- and the different aspects of when they became aware of consciousness outside of what they teach us in
- the everyday school, you know what I mean? Or in religion, right? Because this is something we talked
- about, me and him talked about the other day. But people talk about religion in such a negative way
- in our times. But what we ended up both agreeing to an understanding is that both of us
- came to the deeper understanding of our relationship to the creator, to the universe, and to all of
- life through religion. We may not have stayed in religion, but it gives you a great foundation to begin
- from. And if you are spiritually a seeker that's truly trying to determine your own relationship with
- God, it'll lead you exactly where you need to go. And so most people have a fear of leaving religion or
- changing religions or any kind of movements or consciousness or spiritual aspects that are outside of
- their religion tend to be taboo. And that's the American way. So as the brother said, the religious
- aspect of even him seeing himself in this other form, right? It was first fear, like, hey.
- Hey, the Bible didn't tell me nothing about this. You know what I'm saying? So what does this mean?
- Yeah. So, yeah, I didn't mean to interrupt you. I just, I just thought that was, you know, I think that's
- something that I think if at some point in my life I get all the finances, how I'd like them, it's something
- I'd like to track, you know, the experiences of spiritual people. I mean, it's all anecdotal, but the
- point being,
- This is a path, right? It's a path that we all somehow get on when we're looking for our connection
- to the creator. So just thought I'd kind of mention that. So you're 16 years old. You said this happened.
- And I know you were pretty much raised a Christian, right? Correct. Right, right. And so most of your
- life you lived as a Christian. So what was the next major experience or kind of altering experience
- that you had?
- Um, two of them, we'll start with the religious one because it will lead into the second. Okay.
- So once again, we'll go from five crawling under the pews church, growing up, people telling me you've
- got a calling on your life. God's got a calling on your life. And I'm sitting here like, yeah, I don't
- know what that means, but okay. I don't know what that means. So we grew up in church. So why don't,
- why do you think they said that?
- What was it? Why? I never knew why anybody would look at me special. I never like, you know, it's just
- something about you. And they would say these things, but I had no idea. It didn't really never click.
- Right. Because I never looked at myself as special. Right. I never went in and seen anything about me.
- Well, I remember I remember you as a kid and it was probably your smile and your energy. Right. Yeah.
- They always had a big smile. You go. You go. You're smiling. Your energy. I would I would say was probably
- what stood out, right? And so, yeah, you know, I don't mean to get off track, but yeah, I was talking
- to a, well, no, it wasn't. I was actually watching a YouTube video, and there was a woman talking about
- kids. Her son, I think he was seven, and he was playing with a black kid. This was a white woman talking
- about her black kid. I mean, her white kid playing with a black kid,
- being outside in the backyard, doing something or another with some toys or something. And so her son
- was using his imagination to say, oh, man, we on the rocket ship. You know what I'm saying? Getting
- all off into his imagination and where they at and how the flames coming in. You know, it's a woo woo
- woo. And the black kid, she said, came out on the porch. And the black kid came up to her.
- and was like trying to get her attention. She's like, what's going on? And he's like, something wrong
- with him. And what she understood from that was that the black kid had almost no access to his imagination.
- And so he's like, what the hell is he doing? You know, he's like a little grown man already. Like, what
- are you talking about? Flames and you in a space? What are you talking about, man? And it was a contrast
- for her to see that.
- kids who hold that. You see what I'm saying? And that's probably one of the things that you had that
- was different than a lot of kids still, you know, the, the, the, the, the innocence of childhood, right?
- Yeah. So, yeah, I could see that. I could see that. But yeah. So people would tell you, you were special.
- I didn't mean to interrupt. I just. Oh, no, no, no. You're good. You're good. Because yeah,
- it helps me. It leads me to the right stuff, thought process. Because as that would come up, kids would
- always, you know how it is, you got that,
- got a church full of white people. You got that one black kid. I was being picked on the team, but it
- was always because I mean, I was, I was balling in every sport they put me in. What it means at the
- top, you know? So it was just what it was. And as that progressed and then getting into church and then
- feeling something inside, never really knowing what it was, but always feeling like, wait a minute,
- something's I got to think, I got to say something here, something not that it's not right, but I feel
- like there's something I got to begin to speak. And it wouldn't until I think that time that,
- the thought process that they told me that God has a calling in your life, things slowly began to set
- in. Like, okay, maybe I might preach. You know, things of that nature. And so my mental, obviously hearing
- that, I think began to play that out. So I would do the things that I thought I needed to do. Religiously.
- And in a religious sense. Okay, no doubt. Doing the week fast, no food. Only problem is I loved it and
- came back on the Oreos and that was the wrong thing to do. But I went through that process and
- you know, dying out to the flesh, you know what I mean? Giving my all to the thought process of a God
- that's gonna come back and judge those who have done right. This is where I was at. And so I'm thinking,
- well, I've already got good in me, I don't wanna do nobody no harm, so let me go give this word to everybody.
- So at this moment now, I'm the number one soul winner in the church, G. They say the first three rows
- is saved for Adrian, and anybody that comes,
- I had them think I was a fool. I'm telling them, look, now I'm confident. God said that we're going
- to have a whole line of people up here ready to be baptized. I see this vision, woody, woody, woody,
- and I'm going through it. You know what I mean? They got me down there trying to teach some of the youth,
- wanting to become a youth pastor. So I'm feeling really confident at this time. Right. That this is
- your path. This is my path. Right. Then they switched pastors. I think it was a gentleman.
- Uh it was a gentleman, an older gentleman that used to pastor the church. It was at a church uh ABC
- here in Bloomington. Okay. I grew up at that church. ABC. Uh. That's on the south side by uh Winslow.
- Winslow's apartments right across the street from there. Where my mom used to be in the um Golden Living
- Center. She used to be in Golden Living but if you come back on the cross, there's that church back
- there. Okay. Yeah, I know where you're talking about. Um I've been to that church.
- I believe that church grew up. That's why I was under the pews my whole life. So that was me. New pastor
- comes in. Love the guy. David Beecher. Love the guy. Him and his wife, outstanding people. Amazing.
- Never had anything against them. Preaching and everything's going good. And then this is when I started
- getting to go up to the pulpit now. It wasn't just behind the scenes. Now I'm going to the pulpit.
- I'm like, yo, brother B, I got something I got to say. And there was moments where I'd get up there
- and wouldn't nobody say nothing. Crickets.
- I mean, I don't feel bad. I feel kind of like, well, damn, did I not say the right thing? You know,
- I'm feeling that way at the time. And then, you know, there would be moments where like the whole church
- is shouting, you know, they have their chance of playing the music. Like, I'm feeling like, you know,
- I'm on my way. And that continues on. And then people slowly begin to leave the church. But I got one
- more thing to say. OK. And at this last moment, God called me to the top. He said, listen,
- Going up there and say, I'm like, nah, cause I felt like, wait a minute, is that you for real?
- Cause I don't, you know, are you sure? I questioned it a lot. Gave me a few signs by people saying,
- you know how you do with your brain. Give me a sign. You know what I mean? Give me a sign. You know,
- gave me a few signs. I said, well, I'm going, you know? So I said, Hey, but he's up there on a, Hey,
- yo, you see me. I, yo, you know, the call, you know what I mean? So he said, come on up here. So I walk
- up there. I walk up there. And as soon as, as soon as I get there, I feel two things to do. I put one hand,
- on this side of the pulpit, and one hand on this one. And as soon as I did that, my brother, I tell
- you no lie, I'm at the bottom of my feet. I don't know if people know what it's like to ever be possessed.
- This is the thought process. It's like, how would you be possessed if something comes in your body?
- Because you feel it. Well, I'm gonna tell you how from my experience. I'm at the bottom of my feet,
- brother. Looking up like, God, man. You're inside of your body. Yeah, looking up through. There's no
- blood, there's no bones. It's just an essence there, and I know it's something there.
- But there's no fear or nothing. Like I said, the church roof is out there. And I'm like, oh, that's
- a blue sky. Look at the birds. So you could see beyond the building. Beyond the building. There's no
- building there. Just blue skies. So you grab the podium, and your consciousness left the church, or
- what happened? What do you think? I don't know what happened, but whatever essence is of me, you know
- how the Bible gives you the scripture of pouring you? So what happens? It starts at your feet and fills
- you all the way up.
- So hold on, let me use this for a moment. This is what I felt like. Let's talk about it. Okay. Look
- at the birds and they're just tweeting away. It's like I'm outside. I consciously I'm outside, but I'm
- in this body and I know something's going down. Right. Next thing you know. Holy shit. I wasn't scared
- of nothing, but it was just like, Oh, okay. And that was that.
- I didn't speak to nobody, so say nothing to nobody. So the view is what, you're back now? Yes,
- like zoom, like I'm back in conscious, like whatever it was left so fast and I filled up so fast that
- it was like perfect timing, no nothing. I'm telling you. And you were at the podium. I'm at the podium.
- So what did you say? Did you say, did you speak? I know something was coming from me. I'm hearing, I'm
- feeling it. I'm feeling it, but I can't hear nothing. I can't hear nothing, but I'm feeling it coming.
- And I know it's coming, it's coming, right? I can feel the energy. And then I'm back and I'm looking
- around. I don't even really like see nobody. I'm just like, what the? Trips happen. Yeah. I don't care
- what y'all say. So I'm walking back down to the seat, bro. I'm sitting there thinking, hold on. So when
- you got back, right? Was your leaves weak? I feel like I ended up leaving. I feel like I don't even
- remember being there no more.
- Like you left the church. I sat down and I think I was like, I can't do this. I can't do this.
- And I'm like, I'm gone. I'm out the door. And that's it. I don't even think I think I walked because
- I remember the bushes being right here. So no one told you what you preached that day. And I called
- back asking years later. It's like 10 years later. But I called back. I was like, because you don't
- know about this event. Why do you think they know though? Why do you think they know? What do you think
- was happening on the outside that would make them know something happened to you on the inside?
- Nothing. It was the inside telling me something happened that day and somebody knows. Yeah. Cause you
- were saying, yeah, somebody, I wonder what you said. I'm curious. I was from my head. Okay. Here recently,
- I was told somebody has something on recording of event that happened with you. With me, not with you.
- Okay. And then it led me to the mental of being in the church. And I think they have recording at this time.
- I hope we can see it one day. I ain't gonna go that one reel it back. But yes, that's my thought process.
- That's what I've been feeling in my spirit. So when that happened, you knew you was something's going
- on. Yeah. And I think that that was the one time where more people started to leave the church and less
- came. But I ended up coming back, you know, just let the event go. It kind of just settled in my mind
- like it was gone. It was there consciously, but I never really thought about it again. And I come back
- into the church and I don't speak much more after that.
- But people begin to leave. They swap another pastor. And I'm still there like, no, I'm not leaving just
- because everybody leaving. And then something's nudging me. OK, it's time to go. It's dead. It's time
- to go. So I'm like, well, I'm staying in the religion that I'm in. You know what I mean? Get my way
- out. So forth and so on. Well, I do some acid in my life. Crazy thing. Yeah. Well, you know,
- it has it has it. I'm going to tell you this most well acid and
- shrooms have a thing in common. And shrooms, in the spiritual world, are considered medicine. And so
- acid would also be a form of medicine. It's quite similar. So it's a spiritual tool. Yeah. Well, I realized
- it. And that was the thing that originally left. That's why I went back, because that was the moment
- where I originally started hearing voices in my head, so to speak, that led me all the way to there.
- And the only reason I real back
- The reason I say I'll tell you the whole story and then tell you the second part. The only reason I
- wrote that is because even after that moment, I didn't really have those thoughts, but I still to this
- day, sometimes we'll look at, look back like, am I tripping? Because you hear voices, the thoughts in
- your head that you hear or I hear. Yeah, most of us do, but I'm listening. What types of thoughts? Explain.
- Good, wrong, don't do this, gonna do that. Like an option that's presented in front of you.
- You see it, you hear it, you want to do that.
- You want to do that, the things they show you in the cartoons. And so that thought process led me all
- the way up into where I went into church because I was just going back and forth with those voices.
- But it started deep and I never heard the voices so intense before acid, but acid led me all the way
- up to where I'm currently sitting now. So what happened with acid?
- That is the story that is crazy to me, and I'm gonna tell it to you. It's always an acid story. It's
- always a good-ass story. I wanted to top it off and bring you back to the acid that you added onto that.
- All right. So I'm with this girl. Man, she was bad, too. I ain't gonna put her name out there, but she
- was nice. Nice-looking lady. Costa Rica. The town people know who I'm talking about. She was with me,
- and anyway, she was with me.
- And I remember it like it was yesterday. She said, don't you go do that? About to ask. Don't you go
- do that? Told me not to do it. And I think she left me after that. But told me don't go do that. She
- was serious. Yeah. She's serious. Don't do that. I'm gone. Come on, y'all. Right. So my mans gave it
- to me, popped it on my tongue, went up to the street, my homeboy house, 30 minutes or so, and my fucker
- start kicking in. Right.
- Now I'm sitting here like this, just thinking. We were in a dark room with one of them old school f******
- tubes with only the, you know, the bright little tele live vision coming out your eye, coming out your
- eye in a dark room. Exactly. So I'm sitting there. Great entrainment. We're all in the room watching
- this movie, whatever the hell it is. My mans are sitting here with this girl. My other mans, I think
- we had another cat in the crib or something, but my other mans are sitting here and I'm watching it.
- All of a sudden, everybody's faces started looking like they're mine.
- And I said, what the fuck is this? Instantly, I'm tripping, you know, so I get up out in the room scared
- as hell. I get up out the room and I go into the living room. Let me go breathe. You know what I'm saying?
- So immediately as I'm going out in the room, I hear my homeboy and his girls get up. Right. And they
- following behind me. Right. And subconsciously, I hear a thought. Where it came from, I don't know.
- But I'm going to tell you, this is the thought. OK. I'm going to kiss her and you're going
- I don't know if I'm supposed to say what I'm supposed to do, but I'm going to kiss so you're going to
- finger. Okay? I'm going to kiss so you're going to finger. You heard this start your head.
- Clear as day, my God. Clear as day. Okay? I've got a decision to make. You feel me? I've got a decision
- to make. I'm sitting on the couch. Okay, I'm sitting on the couch. My man and his girl come sit down.
- Ironically, she's sitting next to me, and he's sitting over there.
- Wow, saying it's crazy, right? I know I just had this thought, like, what the hell? Right, okay. Okay,
- here it go. He leaned in and started kissing, and I'm like, okay, now I'm tripping, tripping. Well,
- a little thing on to me, she opened her leg a little bit, so I'm like, okay, now I'm really tripping,
- but am I gonna go down? Cause my nigga, you know, he's trying to call me in. I feel like he calling
- me in, so I don't let him down. Long story short, I don't let him down. Right, so she making noise,
- like, and he look over at me like,
- And we lock eyes like, nah, kind of thing, like, nah, nah. But we don't say nothing. Everything
- is subconsciously. OK, so the lock eyes, the nah-nah, what's the nah-nah? The nah-nah's like, you know
- where we at, outside, let's go. So I'm like, OK, bet. So we up. Whole house outside. So nah-nah, we
- ain't finna do this right now. No, no, no, get up, let's go outside and bang. We bang you right now for that.
- Oh, fight? We bout to fight. We bout to squabble out in the yard for that. Man, let's go. You know what
- I'm saying? I ain't tripping on you, nigga. The only thing I'm thinking is, is what the fuck did I just
- go through? Did I really just hear this? Everything worked out, so you ain't gonna lie to me, because
- I know we know. But at the same time, do we. So y'all go outside. So we outside, and I step outside.
- I think I see his cousin come outside, but he walked behind me. I don't really see him. They family,
- you know what I'm saying? It's just me. They family. Shit, I'm standing.
- But I ain't afraid of nothing. I'm standing like this. Damn. Did we really just? And he over there about
- 20 yards away on a hill area, on an embankment across the neighbor's yard. And he walking like he's
- walking around a perimeter. Like he can't get to me kind of thing is what my thinking is now, right?
- That's where he at. But I think he just going back and forth like, did he really just, you know, did
- we really just, I think he contemplated.
- Right, because he thought the thought to her. Right, right. So I'm thinking he contemplating, but no
- words were ever said between anybody at this night. Right. Next thing I know, here come his cousin,
- right? He rolled up on me and he never had an idea of personal space. One of them, you know what I'm
- saying? On my shoulder, right? So I look back, ain't nothing but evil there. But I'm still just not
- studying that. My more mind is how did we just connect? And I know we connected or am I tripping? I'm
- only going back before the battle of is that true or is it not?
- And that's the Satan saying, no, that didn't just happen. And the guy said, you know that just happened.
- That's how you communicate. You kind of thought. And it's all going through my brain at one time. Yeah,
- I feel you. I feel you. Next thing you know, dead zone. He gone. Homeboy gone. I walk home. Right? I'm
- thinking it's over. Tripping, bro. That just, you know, I'm waking up. Right. Go up to my granddaddy
- crib where my auntie and my uncle living at the time. High as hell, I guess. Now open the door, and
- lo and behold,
- Two more demonic things in my face. I said, Oh, what you mean? Like, like the same stuff I seen on.
- So you saying, Oh, so you saying your auntie and uncle got the same thing too. Okay. They got the disease
- they talking about now. It's not what they're trying to get you to keep it. You know, I know what I
- say. Auntie. I see demon on your faces. You know, niggas.
- I wake up in the morning by myself. Say she leaves the house. So I'm in the house by myself tripping.
- So I'm like, well, look, this is it, bro. I can't take this no more. So I'm like, I'm gonna take a nap.
- Right. So what is you thinking going on with all of the tripping? You think it's just the acid or you
- think it's some spiritual aspect to it? That's what I'm thinking. I'm thinking internally.
- internal, deep down inside, I know what it is. It's spiritual, but at the same time, I'm questioning
- it. Am I really seeing this? Really? You know what I'm saying? But look, it's time to die. One of the
- other side, that happened. I hope this motherfucker don't take me out. You know what I'm saying? This
- guy's taking me out. So I lay down like, God, this is it. So I gave him the most awkward position I
- could imagine laying down on a hard floor surface. So I lay down, right?
- Imagine me laying down after my hair like this and my body, I angle it like this. I'm like, it's an
- awkward position. Ain't no way you're going to have to be God in order to not let me move from this.
- That's awkward as hell. I'm saying, okay, if I don't move, you're going to tell me first thing I want
- to hear in the morning. And when I wake up is did you move? And I'm going to know that you're with me.
- That was a sign I gave you. So you saying because of all of the chaos of that night, you want to be
- so sure about what the hell just you experienced.
- that I'm gonna lay my body in this weird ass spot. And if I stay in this spot till the morning, then
- that shit was real. That what you're saying? Know that I know that you got me and I'm not finna die.
- I'm not finna go to hell. I'm not finna do, I'm not finna perish for everything that's going on. I'm
- seeing demons and I'm in hell. Okay, okay. That's what I'm thinking. Okay, okay. So God, I'm tripping
- out. Either you gonna keep me and this shit is not gonna really be real and it doesn't exist. So your
- logic of laying in the position
- is to prove to yourself what? It's for God to prove to me that he's real. That's all I need. That's
- what I'm trying to clarify. What does the position got to do with it, right? Let's make everybody understand
- what the position got to do with it, right? Let me know you're real. I'm in this position, my face on
- the floor, my body turned, like what is it? Okay. Yeah, I need to know. So if you're saying, so if you're
- still in that position in the morning, it means that you're real.
- And all I need is that. Okay. Please finish. No, no, no. You're good. You're good. So, uh, first thing
- I wake up, I wake up, first thing, first thought crossed my mind, process. Did you move? And instantly,
- of course, I started crying like, no, no, no. Okay. So you did not move? I ain't moved, bro. I was in
- the position, cocked up, not sore, nothing. So you still in that position? In that position.
- Did you move? So you got your answer? I got my answer. And from that moment on,
- Even though everything that came in around me, I knew God was with me. Very good. Very good. Yeah.
- Very good. Very good. Okay, go ahead. I just yeah. Yeah, but I walked out. Beautiful, beautiful day.
- Birds chirping. My body, right? You know what I'm saying?
- So I start to walk past GDA Crib, headed down towards the Banneker Center. I'm headed down, you know,
- I'm headed down towards the Banneker Center. Next thing I know, dark clouds, like it's about to thunderstorm,
- G. And I'm looking back like, wait a minute, it's beautiful and sunny behind me. It's just what I'm
- seeing. And the next thought process I had was, I'm about to send you to hell, which is to get people
- out. I won't leave you down there. God bless.
- And so that was the beginning of your real work. Yep. And that's what led me to doing all of that stuff
- and finding something speaking within me. At the end of it, before I got out of religion, slowly going
- to another church, to another church, and then finally getting out, getting married, taking care of
- my mom, last years of her life. Yeah, we both did that. Yeah. Yeah, we both did that. Salute, sir. Appreciate
- you. Yes, sir. No doubt. No doubt, for sure.
- Yeah, that's a process. And it's transformative for sure, 100%. But your name, your name, you know,
- when you was growing up, everybody in the community knew you as Adrian. So give us the science behind.
- Yeah, because the names that we bear are spiritual science. I know that.
- I'm always interested in finding out when someone's name is changed. What sparked it? Where did it come
- from? What is the truth of it? It's somewhat a title, right? It's a title as well as a name. So yeah,
- I'm always curious. So I'm going to try it again. Kahari? Kahari. Kahari. Kahari. Kahari. Nkola. Nkola.
- Kahari. Nkola. Kahari. Nkola. Kahari.
- Kahari Mkola. Bless. All right. Please now tell us the story of how this wonderfully magical name came
- about, sir. Started off as Adrian Lamont Thomas. Okay. And all the way up until maybe seven, eight years
- ago, it used to get to me. Why? Because my name Adrian Lamont Thomas is 666. So the Bible,
- telling me that's the market, that's the beast man. You feel me? So this playing through my brain. You're
- on every keyboard in the world. ALT, they know about you kind of thing. You're on every keyboard in
- the world. And that scared me. So I'm like, okay, you know, I keep living with it. Driving down the
- street one day, learning the voice of God, knowing it a little bit more, just
- You know that voice where you just talk with yourself, trying to just have commune about the day, that
- God voice. And I'm just talking with that as the day goes on and says, I'm about to change your name.
- I said, what? I'm about to change your name. I said, change my name to what? Kahari. I said, what the
- hell's a Kahari? I said, Kahari. I said, what is that? It don't even sound like a name that would ever
- exist. You making shit up. You making shit up. You making shit up, bro. You making shit up. OK. Tessie,
- look at that. When I'm driving, I'm thinking, OK.
- Texting the driver, yeah, I did it. So I'm texting, I'm looking it up, you know what I'm saying? Okay,
- Kahari, okay. Can you say how you spell it? K-H-A-R-I. No Kahari, no K-A, no K-H-A-R-I. Said okay. So
- I looked it up and it says it means kingly. I said, oh, okay, I can do it with Kahari, okay. You work
- for what? Working with that? Yeah, you work for what? What's my last name? What's my last name? Let's go.
- I said, mkola. I wasn't mkola. You've got to pronounce it. I said, mkola. I said, OK, OK, OK. So I did
- a look up. I did a look up. And it just started off name. Tasty drink? No, I'm joking. Yeah. Mkola.
- No, I'm just joking. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. OK. OK. I love that. Wait. It's nice. Uh-oh. Mkola.
- So I look it up and it just starts naming up all of these great characteristics of a person.
- Love, compassion, all of that. And you felt it. Mm-hmm. To this day. Yeah, people don't understand the
- power of compassion. People don't understand the power of compassion and that it is a
- It's a high byproduct of love. You know what I mean? And that that is the reason we're here. Right.
- Ultimately. Right. That's my idea. I believe that each one of us is here. So when people say, oh, well,
- what is what is God's, you know, will on earth and, you know, all that kind of stuff. I feel like I've
- known that for years, but it's like you said, no one is half the battle. Right. And so
- In my opinion, his will on earth for every soul that enters this plane is that that so reaches its fullest
- potential and that it produces from its interior core, which is the life force, which is the love of
- God that brought your ass here for you to give what that is that is inside of you to the world. But
- I feel like the matrix. Right. Put all of these bullshits in our way, you know, all of these
- programs, all of these tracks of thinking that lead us into we become led by the spirit. Right. And
- then we become led by the spirit. We have to remove the bullshit. Right. We've got to remove the bullshit
- of race, of poverty, of all of the things that they told you are barriers to your godliness. So
- I always, I always love to hear these kinds of stories and I so appreciate a soul who put in the work
- cause I know it ain't easy and we always stand out and it ain't too many people willing to stand out.
- You know what I mean? In these times at all, which in my opinion just makes some coward weak ass punk
- motherfuckers who ain't got enough balls to be what God said be. And you sitting around shook by the
- idea of what another motherfucker think, whether it be a motherfucker who bullying you cause you a punk.
- or you scared what your girl gonna say when you say, God told me this. You know what I mean? Y'all cowards,
- dawg. I'm just saying for real, y'all some cowards. And it bothers me to my soul. So I love the brother
- for saying his motherfucking name right in your face, for telling you where it come from, that you know
- he from God, that it's a source that's bringing us together. And when this shit start happening,
- Ain't gonna be no room for y'all to say, damn, that ain't real. You gonna feel it. Oh, you feel it right
- now. You feel it right now. So God bless. You know what I'm saying? Two gathered in his name. Right,
- they're in my web. Bro, don't tell me I done had the Holy Ghost. I done had that, what you say, I done
- had it run through my whole body. Like, ooh wee. Yeah, so come on, man. Yeah, my name, you know, Sedicula.
- I was a Muslim for years and I never, uh, I never changed my name because I never felt like it was up
- to me to change my name, to say, Oh, I'm going to be this or I'm going to say I'm bad. I always felt
- like it'd be an OG in the community who know me and be like, Oh, you, you, you, you display this character.
- This is your type of, you know what I'm saying? It's what you display. So this is a good name for you
- type shit. That's what I expected to happen, but it didn't happen that way. I'm in the shower, you know, like,
- You know, we both fathers and we don't live in the house with our kids. But when our kids in the house,
- you'll power up, right? Every father who know that, when all your kids in your presence, power up. You
- full charge. You beam it, right? All your energy there, right? And so I had just prayed, bro.
- And all my boys, you know, at my house,
- And I got in the shower, bro, and I was thinking just pondering that name. Like, I always was pondering.
- You know, I've been a Muslim for years, so pondering, like, what, you know, pondering a name. I was
- pondering Abdullah Siddique, which means servant of the truth. So, yeah, that's me. That's what I was.
- I wasn't going to change my name. It was just a name I was pondering. I'm in the shower, bro, covered
- in bubbles and soap and shit. I start getting this rumbling in my stomach. And I'm like, what the fuck
- is going on?
- Like I said, bubbles in the shower. What the fuck is going on? Feel my shit like an engine in my stomach,
- bro. Then it start going. So I'm just kind of tripping. I'm like, what the fuck is going on? Then from
- my stomach, bro, energy come up through my motherfucking esophageal passage. Air come out my mouth.
- And I'm in the shower, fucking tripping. Like some shit is going on.
- Something is happening, right? Says your name is not Abdullah Siddique. Your name is Siddique Ula. That
- shit happened, like, what the fuck? Yeah, yeah, it's a WTF. You know what I'm saying? I got out the
- shower. I had to call my mama. I had to tell, you know what I'm saying?
- Bro, I've had, I've had, I've had the experience of, like I said, crying like a baby and then the homeless
- man coming up to me talking about, oh, I lost me to you. Bro, after that happened, I floated. I'm telling
- you, I felt like I was literally not on my feet for like three months. Like I was just fucking floating
- around in awe, just stuck in awe.
- Like, that's how I felt for days and months, like, just like this, like, what the fuck? Like, in the
- state of just being lost in wonderment, bro, like, you talked to me. You know what I'm saying? What
- the fuck that mean about me? Who am I? What does that mean? That's why I was all like, what is my name?
- If I got to have a name that somewhere wrote down, somebody know, that I don't know, then please tell
- me my name. And then I got it, bro, and it was like,
- So like you said, you don't know what it means. Now I gotta go research. What that mean? I didn't know
- what it mean. What the what do sadikula mean? So I found that out. It said. A friend of God or.
- Truth of God, so it was them two options, so I'll take either. I love them both. I love them both,
- you know, so yeah, I just thought I'd share my story about the name change because
- Adrian Thomas, former, Charles Thomas, former, right? So yeah, I don't know if it's our bloodline or
- if it's just the time for those who are spiritually inclined and in a line with God's will for these
- times to be waking up. But I'm glad that we waking up. I'm glad to have a compadre in arms. You know
- what I mean? For real, in the matter of spirit, bro.
- Yeah. So it takes, like I said, it takes, it takes confidence. It takes balls. It takes faith. It takes
- belief in yourself. It takes belief in all that you've experienced as a path, right? A lot of people
- don't, don't see the theme of their life. They don't see that their life has a theme, a path. And if
- you look at it, you can see what you're supposed to be doing. So it's like a map. If you don't look
- at a map, if, if today I dropped your ass off,
- in another country, in a new land, and you've never been there without a map, you wouldn't know to go
- left, right, forward, backwards. You don't know where to go. You have no clue of where anything is.
- So your life is the same way. If you don't look at where your life has brought you from to where you
- are, then you don't know where the fuck you going. Right. You know what I'm saying? And so I so appreciate
- it. And you know, I wanted to share this with the people because
- This is a path that most of us will eventually go through because ultimately your life is a spiritual
- experience. It is not this physical outside structure that you go and, you know, to work and, you know,
- go feed and all of that. You are the being of light, of energy, of spirit, of spark, of God, of breath,
- of whatever you want to call it. Great spirit, mother, father, God, whatever, Jah, Allah, any name you
- want to give it.
- You are a portion of it birthed into this life. That's why you wake up every day. And your goal is to
- find out your ultimate form of expression. Okay. When you become your greatest, it helps me to be my
- greatest. When I walk by you, your energy emits over to me a good feeling. You know what I mean?
- Y'all have walked by people and be like, man, that's more fun like that, mama. I ain't never seen them
- before in my life. Walked by, I was like, man, that's good ass energy. That's real talk. So you being
- your best helps me to become my best. And that's what this show is about, us talking about our spiritual
- experiences, some of the hard things we went through. We'll do another interview. But I do want to ask
- you, because I don't want to be on here too long. We at the 40 minute, almost 50 minute mark. But anyway,
- is there anything that you wanted to share that I didn't get to ask you about?
- Hold on, hold on, hold on. Before that, because I do want you to share that. But I do want to ask you,
- what do you think about the times we're living in? I'm going to just say it. I'm going to lay down a
- base idea question. I think we're living in transformative times. Some might say the end times. Some
- might say we're moving from one cycle to another one. What do you think about the times?
- I'll just say it. I think about the times for everybody to relate. But I'll make it. We'll try to soften
- the blow at the end. But I think we're at the time where God releases his bow of judgment. Soften the
- blow. Fuck them. Time to soften the blow for you mums. Get it right. Soften the blow. I'm just running
- out of compassion. I love y'all, but y'all gotta get this right.
- We ain't, wait, this ain't no game. This arrow of judgment has been released across and it arches over
- the land, over the earth, right? Like karma, an eye for an eye kind of thing. But as it lands, it's
- going to hit and no matter what you do, it's coming in, right? But on the other side, this transfer
- of wealth that we're getting into, we still have hope. Why? Because God is good, right? He's good all
- the way until the end, until they can't be good no more. Because your thought process is what's going
- to create the greatness that is within you.
- All right, so where we're at right now is the point in time was, what is greatness in you? That's what
- we need. If you don't believe Neo, you can't be Neo. Right? Neo can't be Neo until you believe he Neo.
- Real talk, just what you're saying. That's Neo, y'all. You understand the matrix? He broke it down for
- you right there. You got to believe. No, you could. I'm sorry. The biggest thing I believe through it
- is that as you can, I say, scratch religion. If you look at it this way, God would say this.
- Is His mercy what? Endure it forever, right? So if His mercy is still enduring, then don't worry about
- what you did. Worry about what's going on inside right now that can create a greater future for where
- we're headed.
- Because greatness is coming in whether you like it or not. God is not gonna allow things to slow down
- just before it starts to get great. Now he's about to go ahead and burst you into something great because
- the bad times are back there. He wants to leave them there. He wants you looking to the future and that
- future is live within you. Every bit of you, the body of Christ, the body of believers, the bodies of
- those who understand, that's where we're headed and that's what's going on. But we need you to speak
- your truth so we all can be one and become unified. Talk about it, sir. See, y'all see what I'm talking about?
- Different vessel, same message, same truth, same reality. Ultimately, we are in a time where you are
- supposed to be bringing your highest shine to this motherfucker. All day, every day. You'll be getting
- one. Yeah. Don't be trying in a scary way, but you only get one. What are you waiting for?
- Today is the day. Who you scared of? Who punking you? Why are you being punked?
- Oh, I'm gonna say one more thing to back something up that you said earlier, and I want to back this
- up intentionally. Yes, sir. Even though we are all one, don't get it misconstrued of who we are. We
- love everybody, but at the end of the day, your shit must go down. Has to. Okay. We must rise with God's
- people. They told you in the Bible, we're showing you and showing you.
- It is that time for us and nobody can stop it. So if you want to rise with the way they say, when they
- let us over the wall, okay, we got your back kind of thing. Okay. That's where we at. That's point blank.
- Hashtag fearless nation. You know, I just want to throw that in there. If you know who you are and you
- know why you're here, then what that brother say, activate your abs. Please get up off of it because
- we are forming God's Voltron. Okay. We're bringing these pieces together and as they come together,
- there will be
- unseen energies and powers and forces that will become undeniable. So you can keep waiting on it, or
- you can start activating and asking and interacting with your own spiritual self. And when we get time
- to link, we gonna link. As we build, we gonna build. And God's kingdom. God's kingdom. We ain't talking
- about no ego. We ain't talking about no money. We ain't talking about no flexing for the gram or for
- the people. We talking about God's kingdom. We talking about everybody reaching their highest,
- bringing it to the world, shining this motherfucker out like a new star, okay? Yeah, the whole planet.
- Yeah, yeah, God's time. So, we got a little off, you know, a little preaching. You asked me what I wanted
- to say, I guess that's what you got there. Yes, yes, yes, so listen to this as well. Now, yes, please,
- share what you think,
- Oh yeah, is there anything that I didn't, so you got like YouTubes and channels and stuff like that.
- Yeah, yeah. So share anything that I didn't mention or think about. Nah, I'll throw that out there and
- that'll be cool because that energy release and I feel good with the rest of it. Yeah, me and you both,
- brother. I felt that I'm inspired. I might hit another workout. For real, I felt that. I'm gonna finish
- my squats. Yes, sir. I got charged. I swear to God I did.
- Worst thing is, is I ain't even on the media enough to know what my names are. I know fan base is Kahari
- the Truth, Facebook is PTT the God, and I think it's also TikTok, PTT the God. And I also got a Kahari
- Mkola, K-H-A-R-I-M-K-O-L-A, on TikTok as well. I'm not on that one much anymore, but yeah, bro. Appreciate
- you, fam. Yeah, sir. Let me ask you, though. PTT.
- Yeah. What does that mean? Nobody know what that mean. That was a secret name you'll hear about hopefully
- soon, but the name is a proper triple threat to God is what was given to me. Bless, bless, bless. So
- as you see, God is moving through the people and the kingdom of heaven is in the hearts of the men and
- the women who are brave enough to enter the kingdom and to stand for what they believe and
- put their fears back to the back burner and move towards you know the light out of the fear you know
- come on we've been doing this for generations y'all and it's time for us to be the curse breakers right
- the generational curse breakers right mm-hmm so yeah that was that and I'm glad y'all were here to share
- this I'm gonna be posting this and if please like you know share subscribe and
- And let's build a community that is about God's kingdom and the light. And let's move away from all
- of this fear and this coward weak shit to go with the matrix. I'm tired of it. Somebody got to be willing
- to lay it down to get us to the next side. And I'm trying to put together that family. So call it what,
- call it how you want to call it. But yeah, it's going to be some transformations around here one way
- or another by God's will. All roads lead to spirit. One love.