Welcome back to My Spiritual Experience with your host, Brother Siddique. Today we have a special guest
in the house, Brother Kahari Makola. Kahari. And I am very excited about this. I've long told you guys
that was the intent of the show to have interviews and to talk more about spirituality, our spiritual
path, and to share
you know, our commonalities. What we'll find is that the spiritual path has a varied amount of commonalities.
Of course, we're all different individual souls, so we'll have our small differences, but there is a
general theme, and that's the idea of the show, to bring all of the spiritual aspects of life out of
the closet, out of the mystery, and into the mainstream. So today, we're going to be interviewing our
brother, Cody,
And from there, you'll get to inside, see the inner workings of a God man, a spiritual man. And I'm
excited he's here. And glad you're here, brother. I'm glad to be here. Yes, sir. As God's men get together,
you're going to see power come into this world that is outside of what you've seen before. And so today
is the initiation of such a thing. So once again, I'm glad you're here, brother.
I don't know how old you are, but we are family. This is my cousin. He's younger than me. But what happened,
the reason he's on the show today is he has a channel. He has a YouTube channel, I believe it's a YouTube
channel. TikTok. Okay, TikTok channel. And I happened to be flashing through and I said, let me see
what Cud is talking about. Oh, that was my Facebook Live. Okay, it was Facebook Live. Okay, okay, he's
on Facebook. And I saw and I stopped it.
and I was listening to the words he was saying. I was quite inspired and I started having to comment,
hey, preach brother, do your thing. You know what I mean? I was loving to hear it because that's what
I do. If you watch my show, you know that I always talk about our spiritual reality, our spiritual experience
and the times that I think we're living in. I believe we're in these transformative times. I think we
can all see that.
You know, we're living in transformative times, but what they're leading to, what is the transformation
leading to? And I think that's kind of up to us or we, you know, we can sit back and watch as the world
transforms or we can enact our vision, our spiritual principles, our beliefs into the matrix and make
a change towards what we believe is to come. And so that's what he was doing. And I got excited. And
so here we are today.
And so once again, thank you for being here. You're my first guest that is spiritually inclined, and
it's exciting to have you here. It's wonderful for somebody else to be able to share their experience.
For those who've watched the show, I've mainly talked about my own experiences. But today, we're going
to find out about the path of another man. And that's a very exciting thing to me.
You can start where you think it all started. Did it start in religion? You know, was you going to church
with grandma? Was it with mom? How did it all start, sir? Well, actually, it started even younger than
that. I believe around the age of five. Okay. I was at home, asleep in my bed, pajamas.
knocked out. Okay. Laid like this on the bed, head facing the door. I could see myself just sleeping.
Well, I know. I know you lived in Indiana. You also lived in Bloomington. So where were you living?
Bloomington. There was Ivy Tech had currently has recently moved, but the old location of where Ivy
Tech was was another. He built apartments and houses around that area and it was an apartment back off
the road that a landlord had owned and rented out to me and my mom. Okay. And so one night,
We were all asleep. I was sleeping. My mom and my sister were in the living room watching a movie. And
for some reason I can see this gentleman Caucasian gentleman walking around the back door. Now when
you come in the entrance of my house backside there's a little screened in area and then there's another
door that actually leads into the apartment. Well he made it in through the screened in area walks into
the apartment. But I guess he had made a noise. Well he hurried out the back door and my sister got up.
She comes walking down the hallway. I see her walking down the hallway. And as she approaches me before
she gets to me, I'm sitting there like, wait a minute, wait a minute. This ain't making no sense. I'm
looking at me sleep. How am I standing here in the corner of the room? You say you looking at you sleep.
Yeah. It didn't make no sense to me, but it was, it felt natural like, dang, but no thoughts, no nothing.
Just watching everything perspire. So,
Now I'm like, well, wait a minute. Who am I? So I got a visual. I wanted to know who I was. And because
I wanted to know who I was, I literally was out of that body and into another one that was currently
looking at me, but I couldn't see that it was there. So I jumped into that body, turned back around,
and looked up like, yeah, damn. Excuse my language, but you know. I mean, that was my reaction. That's
the reaction. You know what I mean? But I was so big.
The thing that I'll explain later when we get into it, but I was so big and I was so big that these
siblings back then maybe like eight foot ceilings, not the ones we have now, like 10 foot eight foot
ceiling, but my legs went up the wall and I was bent over and stretched out. So you got the corner of
the kitchen that goes here and then another six feet maybe that goes that way. So basically you too
big for the room. Yeah. I couldn't stand up and I'm sitting there watching everything. So now my sister
goes to wake me up.
I think she called my name three times. Adrian. Adrian. Adrian. And then I'm like, huh? You know, like
that little boy on the commercial. I was only five. It hit me. You know what I mean? Like, whoa, wait
a minute. OK, yeah, what's going on? So we walk back into the living room. And my mom is sitting in
the middle. I go around to the end of the couch. I got to be sitting here now. So my mom and my sister.
And everybody just continues watching the movie.
I mean, the thought process that comes to me now. Yeah. You want to know looking back at that or several
that actually because of religion scare the hell out of me sometimes. OK. I think that my mom is sitting
there comfortable knowing she is protected. Right. In her mind, I know she's thinking I'm protected by God.
I'm the one watching over the house, seeing everything happen. No wonder she's comfortable. So let me
ask you. So generally, when we have these experiences, right, the education of what it is or what is
teaching us or what the lesson is usually plays out over time. So with all of your age since that initial
experience,
What do you think about being a giant in that room? Like, what does that mean to you? What is,
how does that, how does that relate? At first, when I thought about it through religion eyes,
I was terrified. Why? Because darkness meant evil. What was the darkness about you being a giant? It
wasn't the dark. I mean, I was just a dark entity. My legs, everything about me, it may have been like
the clothing I was wearing, but it was just all black. Everything was just all black.
And the little guy or whatever I was over here was all black. You know, a little, I mean, it scared
the shit out of me. Okay. And did you ever talk to anybody? Hell no. No. You think I'm crazy. Right,
right, right, right. Okay. So you five years old. Yes. You know what's funny about that? So many, so
I watch a lot of, a lot of shows like on YouTube, on the internet, on television or whatever
about spirituality and like people who have,
near-death experiences, people who have UFO experiences, all of these spiritual experiencers. Is something
unique about the ages of five and seven? That's my life path number. And seven was my favorite number
for a long time. I don't know. I don't know life path numbers. I don't know. I don't either. That's
why I just looked it up for me. Yeah, I have no idea what my life path number is. I don't know.
Yeah, I noticed that a lot of people are seemingly initiated around the age of five, six, seven years
old. I seem to notice that through, it just seems to be a theme. It's nothing specific. It's just something
I noticed. You said you were five. I remember my experience happened when I was five. And so it's something
that I just noticed, but yeah. And so after that, what was your next encounter with spirituality or
that which is,
outside of the norm, right? The next one is when I was working down in Florida with my grandfather.
How old are you? I was about, I want to say 15, 16. Okay. Mentally, I'm thinking 15, 16. We had moved
down there, me, my grandfather, and my grandmother, unfortunately, when she had passed. But we had moved
down there just to do some construction work. I guess we had some things. Granddaddy had some work he
wanted to do around there. I don't know if we ever really got into too much of it, but I think we had
like one job.
And that was a job I was working on. I'm digging away, water out there by me. It's nice. It's a beautiful
day. I'm digging something. And then all of a sudden, I see my, I think it's my mom, my sister, and
one of my aunts in the clouds. It's like the clouds are there, but you know those pictures where you
see people and they paint the clouds around them and like they're standing there in the clouds. Like
one of those pictures. Almost like the obituary. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Well damn.
Well, I mean, I guess you put it like that. I mean, when you mentioned, that's what came to my mind.
Well, now it makes sense, but OK. So they was up there in the clouds. And I think it was my sister that
spoke to me. And she said, duh, Adrian, you're God. And then immediately, I mean, instantaneously. So
you were just staring at him and the only one who spoke was your sister. I believe so. I think that's
who that was. Right.
And instantaneously, I took on the form mentally, consciously, embodied it. It was perfect. It was right.
And I'm like, damn, I'm in this bitch again. And then instantly, boom, it's gone. And I'm back to work.
I'm like, damn. So hold on. You said instantly, you took on the concept of being God. So when she said
it, you recognized. Yeah, I was like, oh, shit. I'm back in this motherfucker again. That's what I said
to myself. And then instantly,
just as quick as it came, the feeling came. I stood there in all my, but I would say, cool. I hate to
say it like that because religious scares you. But I stood there and I'm like, oh, okay. Like everything
that was just, it was just like a moment, I think in time to remember something that helped me get through
life is what I think it was meant for. But that was the next encounter that I had. And after that, I
went back to work. Uh, my grandmother ended up passing and, uh, we headed out. Hmm. So,
15? Yeah, 15, 16. Okay, so it was about a 10-year space between, so you were five at the first experience
and about 15 when you had another experience. I wonder about these things because like I said, I guess
you could say it's a hobby or a fancy of mine. I'm just interested in the path of spiritual people.
and the different aspects of when they became aware of consciousness outside of what they teach us in
the everyday school, you know what I mean? Or in religion, right? Because this is something we talked
about, me and him talked about the other day. But people talk about religion in such a negative way
in our times. But what we ended up both agreeing to an understanding is that both of us
came to the deeper understanding of our relationship to the creator, to the universe, and to all of
life through religion. We may not have stayed in religion, but it gives you a great foundation to begin
from. And if you are spiritually a seeker that's truly trying to determine your own relationship with
God, it'll lead you exactly where you need to go. And so most people have a fear of leaving religion or
changing religions or any kind of movements or consciousness or spiritual aspects that are outside of
their religion tend to be taboo. And that's the American way. So as the brother said, the religious
aspect of even him seeing himself in this other form, right? It was first fear, like, hey.
Hey, the Bible didn't tell me nothing about this. You know what I'm saying? So what does this mean?
Yeah. So, yeah, I didn't mean to interrupt you. I just, I just thought that was, you know, I think that's
something that I think if at some point in my life I get all the finances, how I'd like them, it's something
I'd like to track, you know, the experiences of spiritual people. I mean, it's all anecdotal, but the
point being,
This is a path, right? It's a path that we all somehow get on when we're looking for our connection
to the creator. So just thought I'd kind of mention that. So you're 16 years old. You said this happened.
And I know you were pretty much raised a Christian, right? Correct. Right, right. And so most of your
life you lived as a Christian. So what was the next major experience or kind of altering experience
that you had?
Um, two of them, we'll start with the religious one because it will lead into the second. Okay.
So once again, we'll go from five crawling under the pews church, growing up, people telling me you've
got a calling on your life. God's got a calling on your life. And I'm sitting here like, yeah, I don't
know what that means, but okay. I don't know what that means. So we grew up in church. So why don't,
why do you think they said that?
What was it? Why? I never knew why anybody would look at me special. I never like, you know, it's just
something about you. And they would say these things, but I had no idea. It didn't really never click.
Right. Because I never looked at myself as special. Right. I never went in and seen anything about me.
Well, I remember I remember you as a kid and it was probably your smile and your energy. Right. Yeah.
They always had a big smile. You go. You go. You're smiling. Your energy. I would I would say was probably
what stood out, right? And so, yeah, you know, I don't mean to get off track, but yeah, I was talking
to a, well, no, it wasn't. I was actually watching a YouTube video, and there was a woman talking about
kids. Her son, I think he was seven, and he was playing with a black kid. This was a white woman talking
about her black kid. I mean, her white kid playing with a black kid,
being outside in the backyard, doing something or another with some toys or something. And so her son
was using his imagination to say, oh, man, we on the rocket ship. You know what I'm saying? Getting
all off into his imagination and where they at and how the flames coming in. You know, it's a woo woo
woo. And the black kid, she said, came out on the porch. And the black kid came up to her.
and was like trying to get her attention. She's like, what's going on? And he's like, something wrong
with him. And what she understood from that was that the black kid had almost no access to his imagination.
And so he's like, what the hell is he doing? You know, he's like a little grown man already. Like, what
are you talking about? Flames and you in a space? What are you talking about, man? And it was a contrast
for her to see that.
kids who hold that. You see what I'm saying? And that's probably one of the things that you had that
was different than a lot of kids still, you know, the, the, the, the, the innocence of childhood, right?
Yeah. So, yeah, I could see that. I could see that. But yeah. So people would tell you, you were special.
I didn't mean to interrupt. I just. Oh, no, no, no. You're good. You're good. Because yeah,
it helps me. It leads me to the right stuff, thought process. Because as that would come up, kids would
always, you know how it is, you got that,
got a church full of white people. You got that one black kid. I was being picked on the team, but it
was always because I mean, I was, I was balling in every sport they put me in. What it means at the
top, you know? So it was just what it was. And as that progressed and then getting into church and then
feeling something inside, never really knowing what it was, but always feeling like, wait a minute,
something's I got to think, I got to say something here, something not that it's not right, but I feel
like there's something I got to begin to speak. And it wouldn't until I think that time that,
the thought process that they told me that God has a calling in your life, things slowly began to set
in. Like, okay, maybe I might preach. You know, things of that nature. And so my mental, obviously hearing
that, I think began to play that out. So I would do the things that I thought I needed to do. Religiously.
And in a religious sense. Okay, no doubt. Doing the week fast, no food. Only problem is I loved it and
came back on the Oreos and that was the wrong thing to do. But I went through that process and
you know, dying out to the flesh, you know what I mean? Giving my all to the thought process of a God
that's gonna come back and judge those who have done right. This is where I was at. And so I'm thinking,
well, I've already got good in me, I don't wanna do nobody no harm, so let me go give this word to everybody.
So at this moment now, I'm the number one soul winner in the church, G. They say the first three rows
is saved for Adrian, and anybody that comes,
I had them think I was a fool. I'm telling them, look, now I'm confident. God said that we're going
to have a whole line of people up here ready to be baptized. I see this vision, woody, woody, woody,
and I'm going through it. You know what I mean? They got me down there trying to teach some of the youth,
wanting to become a youth pastor. So I'm feeling really confident at this time. Right. That this is
your path. This is my path. Right. Then they switched pastors. I think it was a gentleman.
Uh it was a gentleman, an older gentleman that used to pastor the church. It was at a church uh ABC
here in Bloomington. Okay. I grew up at that church. ABC. Uh. That's on the south side by uh Winslow.
Winslow's apartments right across the street from there. Where my mom used to be in the um Golden Living
Center. She used to be in Golden Living but if you come back on the cross, there's that church back
there. Okay. Yeah, I know where you're talking about. Um I've been to that church.
I believe that church grew up. That's why I was under the pews my whole life. So that was me. New pastor
comes in. Love the guy. David Beecher. Love the guy. Him and his wife, outstanding people. Amazing.
Never had anything against them. Preaching and everything's going good. And then this is when I started
getting to go up to the pulpit now. It wasn't just behind the scenes. Now I'm going to the pulpit.
I'm like, yo, brother B, I got something I got to say. And there was moments where I'd get up there
and wouldn't nobody say nothing. Crickets.
I mean, I don't feel bad. I feel kind of like, well, damn, did I not say the right thing? You know,
I'm feeling that way at the time. And then, you know, there would be moments where like the whole church
is shouting, you know, they have their chance of playing the music. Like, I'm feeling like, you know,
I'm on my way. And that continues on. And then people slowly begin to leave the church. But I got one
more thing to say. OK. And at this last moment, God called me to the top. He said, listen,
Going up there and say, I'm like, nah, cause I felt like, wait a minute, is that you for real?
Cause I don't, you know, are you sure? I questioned it a lot. Gave me a few signs by people saying,
you know how you do with your brain. Give me a sign. You know what I mean? Give me a sign. You know,
gave me a few signs. I said, well, I'm going, you know? So I said, Hey, but he's up there on a, Hey,
yo, you see me. I, yo, you know, the call, you know what I mean? So he said, come on up here. So I walk
up there. I walk up there. And as soon as, as soon as I get there, I feel two things to do. I put one hand,
on this side of the pulpit, and one hand on this one. And as soon as I did that, my brother, I tell
you no lie, I'm at the bottom of my feet. I don't know if people know what it's like to ever be possessed.
This is the thought process. It's like, how would you be possessed if something comes in your body?
Because you feel it. Well, I'm gonna tell you how from my experience. I'm at the bottom of my feet,
brother. Looking up like, God, man. You're inside of your body. Yeah, looking up through. There's no
blood, there's no bones. It's just an essence there, and I know it's something there.
But there's no fear or nothing. Like I said, the church roof is out there. And I'm like, oh, that's
a blue sky. Look at the birds. So you could see beyond the building. Beyond the building. There's no
building there. Just blue skies. So you grab the podium, and your consciousness left the church, or
what happened? What do you think? I don't know what happened, but whatever essence is of me, you know
how the Bible gives you the scripture of pouring you? So what happens? It starts at your feet and fills
you all the way up.
So hold on, let me use this for a moment. This is what I felt like. Let's talk about it. Okay. Look
at the birds and they're just tweeting away. It's like I'm outside. I consciously I'm outside, but I'm
in this body and I know something's going down. Right. Next thing you know. Holy shit. I wasn't scared
of nothing, but it was just like, Oh, okay. And that was that.
I didn't speak to nobody, so say nothing to nobody. So the view is what, you're back now? Yes,
like zoom, like I'm back in conscious, like whatever it was left so fast and I filled up so fast that
it was like perfect timing, no nothing. I'm telling you. And you were at the podium. I'm at the podium.
So what did you say? Did you say, did you speak? I know something was coming from me. I'm hearing, I'm
feeling it. I'm feeling it, but I can't hear nothing. I can't hear nothing, but I'm feeling it coming.
And I know it's coming, it's coming, right? I can feel the energy. And then I'm back and I'm looking
around. I don't even really like see nobody. I'm just like, what the? Trips happen. Yeah. I don't care
what y'all say. So I'm walking back down to the seat, bro. I'm sitting there thinking, hold on. So when
you got back, right? Was your leaves weak? I feel like I ended up leaving. I feel like I don't even
remember being there no more.
Like you left the church. I sat down and I think I was like, I can't do this. I can't do this.
And I'm like, I'm gone. I'm out the door. And that's it. I don't even think I think I walked because
I remember the bushes being right here. So no one told you what you preached that day. And I called
back asking years later. It's like 10 years later. But I called back. I was like, because you don't
know about this event. Why do you think they know though? Why do you think they know? What do you think
was happening on the outside that would make them know something happened to you on the inside?
Nothing. It was the inside telling me something happened that day and somebody knows. Yeah. Cause you
were saying, yeah, somebody, I wonder what you said. I'm curious. I was from my head. Okay. Here recently,
I was told somebody has something on recording of event that happened with you. With me, not with you.
Okay. And then it led me to the mental of being in the church. And I think they have recording at this time.
I hope we can see it one day. I ain't gonna go that one reel it back. But yes, that's my thought process.
That's what I've been feeling in my spirit. So when that happened, you knew you was something's going
on. Yeah. And I think that that was the one time where more people started to leave the church and less
came. But I ended up coming back, you know, just let the event go. It kind of just settled in my mind
like it was gone. It was there consciously, but I never really thought about it again. And I come back
into the church and I don't speak much more after that.
But people begin to leave. They swap another pastor. And I'm still there like, no, I'm not leaving just
because everybody leaving. And then something's nudging me. OK, it's time to go. It's dead. It's time
to go. So I'm like, well, I'm staying in the religion that I'm in. You know what I mean? Get my way
out. So forth and so on. Well, I do some acid in my life. Crazy thing. Yeah. Well, you know,
it has it has it. I'm going to tell you this most well acid and
shrooms have a thing in common. And shrooms, in the spiritual world, are considered medicine. And so
acid would also be a form of medicine. It's quite similar. So it's a spiritual tool. Yeah. Well, I realized
it. And that was the thing that originally left. That's why I went back, because that was the moment
where I originally started hearing voices in my head, so to speak, that led me all the way to there.
And the only reason I real back
The reason I say I'll tell you the whole story and then tell you the second part. The only reason I
wrote that is because even after that moment, I didn't really have those thoughts, but I still to this
day, sometimes we'll look at, look back like, am I tripping? Because you hear voices, the thoughts in
your head that you hear or I hear. Yeah, most of us do, but I'm listening. What types of thoughts? Explain.
Good, wrong, don't do this, gonna do that. Like an option that's presented in front of you.
You see it, you hear it, you want to do that.
You want to do that, the things they show you in the cartoons. And so that thought process led me all
the way up into where I went into church because I was just going back and forth with those voices.
But it started deep and I never heard the voices so intense before acid, but acid led me all the way
up to where I'm currently sitting now. So what happened with acid?
That is the story that is crazy to me, and I'm gonna tell it to you. It's always an acid story. It's
always a good-ass story. I wanted to top it off and bring you back to the acid that you added onto that.
All right. So I'm with this girl. Man, she was bad, too. I ain't gonna put her name out there, but she
was nice. Nice-looking lady. Costa Rica. The town people know who I'm talking about. She was with me,
and anyway, she was with me.
And I remember it like it was yesterday. She said, don't you go do that? About to ask. Don't you go
do that? Told me not to do it. And I think she left me after that. But told me don't go do that. She
was serious. Yeah. She's serious. Don't do that. I'm gone. Come on, y'all. Right. So my mans gave it
to me, popped it on my tongue, went up to the street, my homeboy house, 30 minutes or so, and my fucker
start kicking in. Right.
Now I'm sitting here like this, just thinking. We were in a dark room with one of them old school f******
tubes with only the, you know, the bright little tele live vision coming out your eye, coming out your
eye in a dark room. Exactly. So I'm sitting there. Great entrainment. We're all in the room watching
this movie, whatever the hell it is. My mans are sitting here with this girl. My other mans, I think
we had another cat in the crib or something, but my other mans are sitting here and I'm watching it.
All of a sudden, everybody's faces started looking like they're mine.
And I said, what the fuck is this? Instantly, I'm tripping, you know, so I get up out in the room scared
as hell. I get up out the room and I go into the living room. Let me go breathe. You know what I'm saying?
So immediately as I'm going out in the room, I hear my homeboy and his girls get up. Right. And they
following behind me. Right. And subconsciously, I hear a thought. Where it came from, I don't know.
But I'm going to tell you, this is the thought. OK. I'm going to kiss her and you're going
I don't know if I'm supposed to say what I'm supposed to do, but I'm going to kiss so you're going to
finger. Okay? I'm going to kiss so you're going to finger. You heard this start your head.
Clear as day, my God. Clear as day. Okay? I've got a decision to make. You feel me? I've got a decision
to make. I'm sitting on the couch. Okay, I'm sitting on the couch. My man and his girl come sit down.
Ironically, she's sitting next to me, and he's sitting over there.
Wow, saying it's crazy, right? I know I just had this thought, like, what the hell? Right, okay. Okay,
here it go. He leaned in and started kissing, and I'm like, okay, now I'm tripping, tripping. Well,
a little thing on to me, she opened her leg a little bit, so I'm like, okay, now I'm really tripping,
but am I gonna go down? Cause my nigga, you know, he's trying to call me in. I feel like he calling
me in, so I don't let him down. Long story short, I don't let him down. Right, so she making noise,
like, and he look over at me like,
And we lock eyes like, nah, kind of thing, like, nah, nah. But we don't say nothing. Everything
is subconsciously. OK, so the lock eyes, the nah-nah, what's the nah-nah? The nah-nah's like, you know
where we at, outside, let's go. So I'm like, OK, bet. So we up. Whole house outside. So nah-nah, we
ain't finna do this right now. No, no, no, get up, let's go outside and bang. We bang you right now for that.
Oh, fight? We bout to fight. We bout to squabble out in the yard for that. Man, let's go. You know what
I'm saying? I ain't tripping on you, nigga. The only thing I'm thinking is, is what the fuck did I just
go through? Did I really just hear this? Everything worked out, so you ain't gonna lie to me, because
I know we know. But at the same time, do we. So y'all go outside. So we outside, and I step outside.
I think I see his cousin come outside, but he walked behind me. I don't really see him. They family,
you know what I'm saying? It's just me. They family. Shit, I'm standing.
But I ain't afraid of nothing. I'm standing like this. Damn. Did we really just? And he over there about
20 yards away on a hill area, on an embankment across the neighbor's yard. And he walking like he's
walking around a perimeter. Like he can't get to me kind of thing is what my thinking is now, right?
That's where he at. But I think he just going back and forth like, did he really just, you know, did
we really just, I think he contemplated.
Right, because he thought the thought to her. Right, right. So I'm thinking he contemplating, but no
words were ever said between anybody at this night. Right. Next thing I know, here come his cousin,
right? He rolled up on me and he never had an idea of personal space. One of them, you know what I'm
saying? On my shoulder, right? So I look back, ain't nothing but evil there. But I'm still just not
studying that. My more mind is how did we just connect? And I know we connected or am I tripping? I'm
only going back before the battle of is that true or is it not?
And that's the Satan saying, no, that didn't just happen. And the guy said, you know that just happened.
That's how you communicate. You kind of thought. And it's all going through my brain at one time. Yeah,
I feel you. I feel you. Next thing you know, dead zone. He gone. Homeboy gone. I walk home. Right? I'm
thinking it's over. Tripping, bro. That just, you know, I'm waking up. Right. Go up to my granddaddy
crib where my auntie and my uncle living at the time. High as hell, I guess. Now open the door, and
lo and behold,
Two more demonic things in my face. I said, Oh, what you mean? Like, like the same stuff I seen on.
So you saying, Oh, so you saying your auntie and uncle got the same thing too. Okay. They got the disease
they talking about now. It's not what they're trying to get you to keep it. You know, I know what I
say. Auntie. I see demon on your faces. You know, niggas.
I wake up in the morning by myself. Say she leaves the house. So I'm in the house by myself tripping.
So I'm like, well, look, this is it, bro. I can't take this no more. So I'm like, I'm gonna take a nap.
Right. So what is you thinking going on with all of the tripping? You think it's just the acid or you
think it's some spiritual aspect to it? That's what I'm thinking. I'm thinking internally.
internal, deep down inside, I know what it is. It's spiritual, but at the same time, I'm questioning
it. Am I really seeing this? Really? You know what I'm saying? But look, it's time to die. One of the
other side, that happened. I hope this motherfucker don't take me out. You know what I'm saying? This
guy's taking me out. So I lay down like, God, this is it. So I gave him the most awkward position I
could imagine laying down on a hard floor surface. So I lay down, right?
Imagine me laying down after my hair like this and my body, I angle it like this. I'm like, it's an
awkward position. Ain't no way you're going to have to be God in order to not let me move from this.
That's awkward as hell. I'm saying, okay, if I don't move, you're going to tell me first thing I want
to hear in the morning. And when I wake up is did you move? And I'm going to know that you're with me.
That was a sign I gave you. So you saying because of all of the chaos of that night, you want to be
so sure about what the hell just you experienced.
that I'm gonna lay my body in this weird ass spot. And if I stay in this spot till the morning, then
that shit was real. That what you're saying? Know that I know that you got me and I'm not finna die.
I'm not finna go to hell. I'm not finna do, I'm not finna perish for everything that's going on. I'm
seeing demons and I'm in hell. Okay, okay. That's what I'm thinking. Okay, okay. So God, I'm tripping
out. Either you gonna keep me and this shit is not gonna really be real and it doesn't exist. So your
logic of laying in the position
is to prove to yourself what? It's for God to prove to me that he's real. That's all I need. That's
what I'm trying to clarify. What does the position got to do with it, right? Let's make everybody understand
what the position got to do with it, right? Let me know you're real. I'm in this position, my face on
the floor, my body turned, like what is it? Okay. Yeah, I need to know. So if you're saying, so if you're
still in that position in the morning, it means that you're real.
And all I need is that. Okay. Please finish. No, no, no. You're good. You're good. So, uh, first thing
I wake up, I wake up, first thing, first thought crossed my mind, process. Did you move? And instantly,
of course, I started crying like, no, no, no. Okay. So you did not move? I ain't moved, bro. I was in
the position, cocked up, not sore, nothing. So you still in that position? In that position.
Did you move? So you got your answer? I got my answer. And from that moment on,
Even though everything that came in around me, I knew God was with me. Very good. Very good. Yeah.
Very good. Very good. Okay, go ahead. I just yeah. Yeah, but I walked out. Beautiful, beautiful day.
Birds chirping. My body, right? You know what I'm saying?
So I start to walk past GDA Crib, headed down towards the Banneker Center. I'm headed down, you know,
I'm headed down towards the Banneker Center. Next thing I know, dark clouds, like it's about to thunderstorm,
G. And I'm looking back like, wait a minute, it's beautiful and sunny behind me. It's just what I'm
seeing. And the next thought process I had was, I'm about to send you to hell, which is to get people
out. I won't leave you down there. God bless.
And so that was the beginning of your real work. Yep. And that's what led me to doing all of that stuff
and finding something speaking within me. At the end of it, before I got out of religion, slowly going
to another church, to another church, and then finally getting out, getting married, taking care of
my mom, last years of her life. Yeah, we both did that. Yeah. Yeah, we both did that. Salute, sir. Appreciate
you. Yes, sir. No doubt. No doubt, for sure.
Yeah, that's a process. And it's transformative for sure, 100%. But your name, your name, you know,
when you was growing up, everybody in the community knew you as Adrian. So give us the science behind.
Yeah, because the names that we bear are spiritual science. I know that.
I'm always interested in finding out when someone's name is changed. What sparked it? Where did it come
from? What is the truth of it? It's somewhat a title, right? It's a title as well as a name. So yeah,
I'm always curious. So I'm going to try it again. Kahari? Kahari. Kahari. Kahari. Kahari. Nkola. Nkola.
Kahari. Nkola. Kahari. Nkola. Kahari.
Kahari Mkola. Bless. All right. Please now tell us the story of how this wonderfully magical name came
about, sir. Started off as Adrian Lamont Thomas. Okay. And all the way up until maybe seven, eight years
ago, it used to get to me. Why? Because my name Adrian Lamont Thomas is 666. So the Bible,
telling me that's the market, that's the beast man. You feel me? So this playing through my brain. You're
on every keyboard in the world. ALT, they know about you kind of thing. You're on every keyboard in
the world. And that scared me. So I'm like, okay, you know, I keep living with it. Driving down the
street one day, learning the voice of God, knowing it a little bit more, just
You know that voice where you just talk with yourself, trying to just have commune about the day, that
God voice. And I'm just talking with that as the day goes on and says, I'm about to change your name.
I said, what? I'm about to change your name. I said, change my name to what? Kahari. I said, what the
hell's a Kahari? I said, Kahari. I said, what is that? It don't even sound like a name that would ever
exist. You making shit up. You making shit up. You making shit up, bro. You making shit up. OK. Tessie,
look at that. When I'm driving, I'm thinking, OK.
Texting the driver, yeah, I did it. So I'm texting, I'm looking it up, you know what I'm saying? Okay,
Kahari, okay. Can you say how you spell it? K-H-A-R-I. No Kahari, no K-A, no K-H-A-R-I. Said okay. So
I looked it up and it says it means kingly. I said, oh, okay, I can do it with Kahari, okay. You work
for what? Working with that? Yeah, you work for what? What's my last name? What's my last name? Let's go.
I said, mkola. I wasn't mkola. You've got to pronounce it. I said, mkola. I said, OK, OK, OK. So I did
a look up. I did a look up. And it just started off name. Tasty drink? No, I'm joking. Yeah. Mkola.
No, I'm just joking. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. Uh-oh. OK. OK. I love that. Wait. It's nice. Uh-oh. Mkola.
So I look it up and it just starts naming up all of these great characteristics of a person.
Love, compassion, all of that. And you felt it. Mm-hmm. To this day. Yeah, people don't understand the
power of compassion. People don't understand the power of compassion and that it is a
It's a high byproduct of love. You know what I mean? And that that is the reason we're here. Right.
Ultimately. Right. That's my idea. I believe that each one of us is here. So when people say, oh, well,
what is what is God's, you know, will on earth and, you know, all that kind of stuff. I feel like I've
known that for years, but it's like you said, no one is half the battle. Right. And so
In my opinion, his will on earth for every soul that enters this plane is that that so reaches its fullest
potential and that it produces from its interior core, which is the life force, which is the love of
God that brought your ass here for you to give what that is that is inside of you to the world. But
I feel like the matrix. Right. Put all of these bullshits in our way, you know, all of these
programs, all of these tracks of thinking that lead us into we become led by the spirit. Right. And
then we become led by the spirit. We have to remove the bullshit. Right. We've got to remove the bullshit
of race, of poverty, of all of the things that they told you are barriers to your godliness. So
I always, I always love to hear these kinds of stories and I so appreciate a soul who put in the work
cause I know it ain't easy and we always stand out and it ain't too many people willing to stand out.
You know what I mean? In these times at all, which in my opinion just makes some coward weak ass punk
motherfuckers who ain't got enough balls to be what God said be. And you sitting around shook by the
idea of what another motherfucker think, whether it be a motherfucker who bullying you cause you a punk.
or you scared what your girl gonna say when you say, God told me this. You know what I mean? Y'all cowards,
dawg. I'm just saying for real, y'all some cowards. And it bothers me to my soul. So I love the brother
for saying his motherfucking name right in your face, for telling you where it come from, that you know
he from God, that it's a source that's bringing us together. And when this shit start happening,
Ain't gonna be no room for y'all to say, damn, that ain't real. You gonna feel it. Oh, you feel it right
now. You feel it right now. So God bless. You know what I'm saying? Two gathered in his name. Right,
they're in my web. Bro, don't tell me I done had the Holy Ghost. I done had that, what you say, I done
had it run through my whole body. Like, ooh wee. Yeah, so come on, man. Yeah, my name, you know, Sedicula.
I was a Muslim for years and I never, uh, I never changed my name because I never felt like it was up
to me to change my name, to say, Oh, I'm going to be this or I'm going to say I'm bad. I always felt
like it'd be an OG in the community who know me and be like, Oh, you, you, you, you display this character.
This is your type of, you know what I'm saying? It's what you display. So this is a good name for you
type shit. That's what I expected to happen, but it didn't happen that way. I'm in the shower, you know, like,
You know, we both fathers and we don't live in the house with our kids. But when our kids in the house,
you'll power up, right? Every father who know that, when all your kids in your presence, power up. You
full charge. You beam it, right? All your energy there, right? And so I had just prayed, bro.
And all my boys, you know, at my house,
And I got in the shower, bro, and I was thinking just pondering that name. Like, I always was pondering.
You know, I've been a Muslim for years, so pondering, like, what, you know, pondering a name. I was
pondering Abdullah Siddique, which means servant of the truth. So, yeah, that's me. That's what I was.
I wasn't going to change my name. It was just a name I was pondering. I'm in the shower, bro, covered
in bubbles and soap and shit. I start getting this rumbling in my stomach. And I'm like, what the fuck
is going on?
Like I said, bubbles in the shower. What the fuck is going on? Feel my shit like an engine in my stomach,
bro. Then it start going. So I'm just kind of tripping. I'm like, what the fuck is going on? Then from
my stomach, bro, energy come up through my motherfucking esophageal passage. Air come out my mouth.
And I'm in the shower, fucking tripping. Like some shit is going on.
Something is happening, right? Says your name is not Abdullah Siddique. Your name is Siddique Ula. That
shit happened, like, what the fuck? Yeah, yeah, it's a WTF. You know what I'm saying? I got out the
shower. I had to call my mama. I had to tell, you know what I'm saying?
Bro, I've had, I've had, I've had the experience of, like I said, crying like a baby and then the homeless
man coming up to me talking about, oh, I lost me to you. Bro, after that happened, I floated. I'm telling
you, I felt like I was literally not on my feet for like three months. Like I was just fucking floating
around in awe, just stuck in awe.
Like, that's how I felt for days and months, like, just like this, like, what the fuck? Like, in the
state of just being lost in wonderment, bro, like, you talked to me. You know what I'm saying? What
the fuck that mean about me? Who am I? What does that mean? That's why I was all like, what is my name?
If I got to have a name that somewhere wrote down, somebody know, that I don't know, then please tell
me my name. And then I got it, bro, and it was like,
So like you said, you don't know what it means. Now I gotta go research. What that mean? I didn't know
what it mean. What the what do sadikula mean? So I found that out. It said. A friend of God or.
Truth of God, so it was them two options, so I'll take either. I love them both. I love them both,
you know, so yeah, I just thought I'd share my story about the name change because
Adrian Thomas, former, Charles Thomas, former, right? So yeah, I don't know if it's our bloodline or
if it's just the time for those who are spiritually inclined and in a line with God's will for these
times to be waking up. But I'm glad that we waking up. I'm glad to have a compadre in arms. You know
what I mean? For real, in the matter of spirit, bro.
Yeah. So it takes, like I said, it takes, it takes confidence. It takes balls. It takes faith. It takes
belief in yourself. It takes belief in all that you've experienced as a path, right? A lot of people
don't, don't see the theme of their life. They don't see that their life has a theme, a path. And if
you look at it, you can see what you're supposed to be doing. So it's like a map. If you don't look
at a map, if, if today I dropped your ass off,
in another country, in a new land, and you've never been there without a map, you wouldn't know to go
left, right, forward, backwards. You don't know where to go. You have no clue of where anything is.
So your life is the same way. If you don't look at where your life has brought you from to where you
are, then you don't know where the fuck you going. Right. You know what I'm saying? And so I so appreciate
it. And you know, I wanted to share this with the people because
This is a path that most of us will eventually go through because ultimately your life is a spiritual
experience. It is not this physical outside structure that you go and, you know, to work and, you know,
go feed and all of that. You are the being of light, of energy, of spirit, of spark, of God, of breath,
of whatever you want to call it. Great spirit, mother, father, God, whatever, Jah, Allah, any name you
want to give it.
You are a portion of it birthed into this life. That's why you wake up every day. And your goal is to
find out your ultimate form of expression. Okay. When you become your greatest, it helps me to be my
greatest. When I walk by you, your energy emits over to me a good feeling. You know what I mean?
Y'all have walked by people and be like, man, that's more fun like that, mama. I ain't never seen them
before in my life. Walked by, I was like, man, that's good ass energy. That's real talk. So you being
your best helps me to become my best. And that's what this show is about, us talking about our spiritual
experiences, some of the hard things we went through. We'll do another interview. But I do want to ask
you, because I don't want to be on here too long. We at the 40 minute, almost 50 minute mark. But anyway,
is there anything that you wanted to share that I didn't get to ask you about?
Hold on, hold on, hold on. Before that, because I do want you to share that. But I do want to ask you,
what do you think about the times we're living in? I'm going to just say it. I'm going to lay down a
base idea question. I think we're living in transformative times. Some might say the end times. Some
might say we're moving from one cycle to another one. What do you think about the times?
I'll just say it. I think about the times for everybody to relate. But I'll make it. We'll try to soften
the blow at the end. But I think we're at the time where God releases his bow of judgment. Soften the
blow. Fuck them. Time to soften the blow for you mums. Get it right. Soften the blow. I'm just running
out of compassion. I love y'all, but y'all gotta get this right.
We ain't, wait, this ain't no game. This arrow of judgment has been released across and it arches over
the land, over the earth, right? Like karma, an eye for an eye kind of thing. But as it lands, it's
going to hit and no matter what you do, it's coming in, right? But on the other side, this transfer
of wealth that we're getting into, we still have hope. Why? Because God is good, right? He's good all
the way until the end, until they can't be good no more. Because your thought process is what's going
to create the greatness that is within you.
All right, so where we're at right now is the point in time was, what is greatness in you? That's what
we need. If you don't believe Neo, you can't be Neo. Right? Neo can't be Neo until you believe he Neo.
Real talk, just what you're saying. That's Neo, y'all. You understand the matrix? He broke it down for
you right there. You got to believe. No, you could. I'm sorry. The biggest thing I believe through it
is that as you can, I say, scratch religion. If you look at it this way, God would say this.
Is His mercy what? Endure it forever, right? So if His mercy is still enduring, then don't worry about
what you did. Worry about what's going on inside right now that can create a greater future for where
we're headed.
Because greatness is coming in whether you like it or not. God is not gonna allow things to slow down
just before it starts to get great. Now he's about to go ahead and burst you into something great because
the bad times are back there. He wants to leave them there. He wants you looking to the future and that
future is live within you. Every bit of you, the body of Christ, the body of believers, the bodies of
those who understand, that's where we're headed and that's what's going on. But we need you to speak
your truth so we all can be one and become unified. Talk about it, sir. See, y'all see what I'm talking about?
Different vessel, same message, same truth, same reality. Ultimately, we are in a time where you are
supposed to be bringing your highest shine to this motherfucker. All day, every day. You'll be getting
one. Yeah. Don't be trying in a scary way, but you only get one. What are you waiting for?
Today is the day. Who you scared of? Who punking you? Why are you being punked?
Oh, I'm gonna say one more thing to back something up that you said earlier, and I want to back this
up intentionally. Yes, sir. Even though we are all one, don't get it misconstrued of who we are. We
love everybody, but at the end of the day, your shit must go down. Has to. Okay. We must rise with God's
people. They told you in the Bible, we're showing you and showing you.
It is that time for us and nobody can stop it. So if you want to rise with the way they say, when they
let us over the wall, okay, we got your back kind of thing. Okay. That's where we at. That's point blank.
Hashtag fearless nation. You know, I just want to throw that in there. If you know who you are and you
know why you're here, then what that brother say, activate your abs. Please get up off of it because
we are forming God's Voltron. Okay. We're bringing these pieces together and as they come together,
there will be
unseen energies and powers and forces that will become undeniable. So you can keep waiting on it, or
you can start activating and asking and interacting with your own spiritual self. And when we get time
to link, we gonna link. As we build, we gonna build. And God's kingdom. God's kingdom. We ain't talking
about no ego. We ain't talking about no money. We ain't talking about no flexing for the gram or for
the people. We talking about God's kingdom. We talking about everybody reaching their highest,
bringing it to the world, shining this motherfucker out like a new star, okay? Yeah, the whole planet.
Yeah, yeah, God's time. So, we got a little off, you know, a little preaching. You asked me what I wanted
to say, I guess that's what you got there. Yes, yes, yes, so listen to this as well. Now, yes, please,
share what you think,
Oh yeah, is there anything that I didn't, so you got like YouTubes and channels and stuff like that.
Yeah, yeah. So share anything that I didn't mention or think about. Nah, I'll throw that out there and
that'll be cool because that energy release and I feel good with the rest of it. Yeah, me and you both,
brother. I felt that I'm inspired. I might hit another workout. For real, I felt that. I'm gonna finish
my squats. Yes, sir. I got charged. I swear to God I did.
Worst thing is, is I ain't even on the media enough to know what my names are. I know fan base is Kahari
the Truth, Facebook is PTT the God, and I think it's also TikTok, PTT the God. And I also got a Kahari
Mkola, K-H-A-R-I-M-K-O-L-A, on TikTok as well. I'm not on that one much anymore, but yeah, bro. Appreciate
you, fam. Yeah, sir. Let me ask you, though. PTT.
Yeah. What does that mean? Nobody know what that mean. That was a secret name you'll hear about hopefully
soon, but the name is a proper triple threat to God is what was given to me. Bless, bless, bless. So
as you see, God is moving through the people and the kingdom of heaven is in the hearts of the men and
the women who are brave enough to enter the kingdom and to stand for what they believe and
put their fears back to the back burner and move towards you know the light out of the fear you know
come on we've been doing this for generations y'all and it's time for us to be the curse breakers right
the generational curse breakers right mm-hmm so yeah that was that and I'm glad y'all were here to share
this I'm gonna be posting this and if please like you know share subscribe and
And let's build a community that is about God's kingdom and the light. And let's move away from all
of this fear and this coward weak shit to go with the matrix. I'm tired of it. Somebody got to be willing
to lay it down to get us to the next side. And I'm trying to put together that family. So call it what,
call it how you want to call it. But yeah, it's going to be some transformations around here one way
or another by God's will. All roads lead to spirit. One love.